having slight diahorrea(almost everydae), headache n my head feel so dizzy nw... ):

Muz b nt enuff rest or nt enuff of fibre in my diet.

Feel so sianz....

2dae is a reali bad dae 4 me...

Gone for sum interview n end up getting a upset feeling back hm.

I was reali quite disappointed abt wat d recruitment agent has done 2 me. She juz change my resume w/o my knowledge of it. In d end, I end up dun noe wat or hw 2 respond 2 d interviewer's qn. I actullay looking 4ward to d interview held in d morning. N end up hearing tings which reali surprise me.

I reali tried my best shot 4 d interview or shd i say 4 both interviews wic i had 4 2dae.

I reali dun like tat kinda of "surprise".

I was reali tired when i reach hm so i sleep 4 a while. N wake up being my mum's chu qi tong. Walau! N my dad kept on asking whether is my bf d one who call my hse so many times. I checked d number fr my hse caller-id. It wasn't my bf as he working. So I called back n ask who is tat person. N d person say she call d wrong no. N my dad ask me tat stupid qn again n i tell him "y can't u call n checked who is tat?" I reali dun understand leh if he is reali so curious abt who is d caller den he shld go n check it out instead of me checking d ans 4 him instead.

2 make matters worse, d self-centred fren again cum n sms me. Asking me qns wic is none of her business. There r a lot of times tat i hint 2 her tat I can't b frenz w her anymore. Bt still she dun get my meaning. She even pm me in msn n sms me yesterdae too!!! I reali gt so irrated tat I tell her off straight by replying "IT'S NONE OF UR BUSINESS N I AM NT UR FREN. PLZ STOP SMS OR PM ME." Hopefully she SHD UNDERSTAND by NOW!!! As my meaning is veri clear n v straight 4ward!!!

N lastly these few words is my dear: I am sori tat i hav mistaken ur meaning juz nw. Tks 4 ur understanding n ur patience 4 me. Tks for being there 2 encourage me n b there 4 me all d time. U r d best bf in d whole world!

p.s: I feel so much beta after writing tis post. (:

Juz watch another epsiode of taiwan drama "Zhuan Jiao Yu Dao Ai" I was reali touched by d part whereby bizhu support xinlei by quitting d job w her.

Tink again, frenz u and i might hav many bt who r d ones who will always support u n lend u a helping hand when u nd help? U might b surprise 2 find out there r reali few.

As for me, I realised tat thou a lot of frenz i dun meet up w so frequet or sedlom meet up, bt still they rem me n asking me abt my recent whereabouts. Sumtimes they will oso send sum funny n sweet sms. Whereas for those who meet up so frequetly may nt b d ones who understand u d most n in fact they might treat u 4 granted.

Most importantly frenz shd oso respect their frenz's decision n feelings.

N tks 2 God i gt so many gd n true frenz. They r my angels. (:

Hm... I sumtimes dun like d attitute of my dad. I dun like him 2 go out a lot of times in a week. He shd spent more time w my mum. Sumtimes family gathering he oso nt @ hm. Dun noe wat's so interesting outside tat he go out almost a day man.

N everytime when my mum is cooking n he juz reach hm, he juz rest in his rm n wait 4 d dinner 2 b served. I reali totally dun like lor even thou he is my dad. As a husband 2 my mum, he shd help in d preparation of dinner. Haiz... Reali dun noe wat 2 say liao...

Bt hopefully nwadaes guys will help their spouse 2 do sum hsewk. Nt everytime push 2 their spouse as they oso play a part in doing hsewk 2gether. N it oso let d love metre keep on rising too! (;

Juz visited stomp website n came accross this article. It's quite saddening 2 c tat Singaporeans nwadays r quite inconsiderate. They onli tink of themselves. This is a reali ugly side of us.

N I oso realised tat foreigners r more polite than us. Y do i say tat is b'coz they always thank d person who provide them d services or help unlike we s'poreans. I sedlom c ppl thank d salesperson or whoever giving them d service. They treat it for granted.

Anywayz, nx mth there will b a increase of GST thingy. Alreadi the standards of living in here is considered v high n here cums d stupid thingy. My mum told me tat in her genernations thingz aren't so expensive. Onli cost a few cents. Everyting gt increase expect our labour wages. This is reali so unfair. Thou our enconomy is doing well bt still I dun c a nd 2 increase d GST. U guys agree w me ma???

My dear is sick 2dae...

A bit moody n sad upon hearing tis. Hw I wish I am b'side him nw so tat I can reali take gd care of him.

Hopefully he will recover soon fr his illness.

Lord Jesus, plz bless my dear tat he can recover fr his sickness soon. Amen.

N dear rem 2 take lots of rest n drink lots of water wor. Luv u...

Tings 2 b ponder over or shd I say giv it a reali serious tot.

Am I missing my life direction???

Do I reali noe where my life is leading to???

Do I noe wat I wana in life???

All tis daes I gt 1 conclusion - I am lacking of self-motivation so tat's y i so easy 2 giv up. I reali dun hw 2 face ppl around me. I am such a shame 2 myself. I hate 2 c myself in tis way. I shd hav b'cum a beta person den last time bt instead I am worse. Haiz...

So rite nw, I tink I nd sum careful planning, finding wat I reali wan in life n move on. Bt most importantly, I muz prove it w actions n watever hardship cuming on my way I muz endure n treat it as a learning lession 4 me.

I so gald during my sadest moment I still have him n God by my side. Teaching me 2 learn fr mistakes n failures. I am oso gald tat I am nt tat kinda of person who has low self-esteem. If nt, nobdy can help me if I given up hope on myself.

I guess tis is wat life is abt. It's true tat life is nt always so smooth. We will often hav downs moments too...

Hopefully I will nt look @ my mistakes so hard bt instead treat it as another lesson. A lesson whereby I gt 2 c a beta me. (:

2dae meet up w my da jie jie, Ai Ping @ bugis after my work. Long time din c her liao ever since i quit my ex-company.

I reali had a great dae w her. We went shpping, taking neo print n had dinner 2gether.

I reali enjoy my dae w her. She's like a sister 2 me. (: It's nice knowing her man! hehe...

Btw, I was wondering if I wana pay visit 2 my ex-colleague as tat dae is my off dae n I am planning 2 get my airport pass. Coz my fav uncle is off tat dae. Hm... if nt mayb nx off dae bah...

Shall c hw it goes. (:

2dae after my work, i went 2 my hse there 2 buy S.H.E's play album n Ah qin latest album. I so gald tat I gt my hands on their album coz both r my fav idols. hehe...

Went for a haircut oso... Shun bian change hairstyle n sum more it's bn ages tat I went for a haircut ever since I done d rebonding last time. My hair nwadaes quite terrible. Muz reali nd 2 take gd care of my hair sia...

2dae i so gald tat I can manage 2 do closing earlier. Normally, till 3 plus I still haven done my shift closing. I gald tat I gt such improvement. I gona keep up d gd work.

I oso discover 1 more ting. Female superior can b demanding n gao jie de. Whereas for male superior they r nt so demanding. Dun noe it is due 2 hormones??? Coz according fr my past working experience, often female superior r more or less lidat de. Strange... Sumtimes they can b annoying oso. Bt lucky nw, although my tis female superior gt such character, bt after all she is quite a nice lady. Tk god man!