i tot 2dae i can hav a gd dae ahead.. Bt veri ke xi, no matter hw hard I try 2 improve in certain area, i will tend 2 fail myself.. I tink is enuff for me alreadi le cuz I reali gt pt in effort in it.. If I reali din do anyting 2 improve it den I gt reali nthing 2 say.. These few daes I hav bn stressin myself in tis area, d moment i noe i fail, my heart say plz do it beta n end up I reali nt too happy.. so therefore i nd a new lesson - lesson of the dae - if u reali hav try ur best in everyting n still can't attain the goal, time 2 let go n free urself.. no pt stressin urself too much end up nt happy n affectin other areas..

Bt I do hate ppl who likes spreadin news n say d reason of me wrkin last dae or watsoever.. U can say I last dae bt plz dun b like a gossiper tellin the world d reason of me nt wrkin 4 ur co anymore.. Wat gd can u gt?? I dun reali understand..

These few days hav bn bothering abt d new job tat I juz started on.. haiz.. I noe I shdn't take tings too hard n afterall I shd count myself lucky tat I still can find a job during tis period of hard times.. Bt I juz can't help it.. Nt sayin d job is bad or all, after all still ok.. Juz tat I hate d lady boss. Veri kns n I simply dun like d tings she say.. N she seem like nt a veri easy 2 get along w.. haiz.. N I gt a feeling tat I wun wrk 4 long period nt sayin I wun wrk 4 them long is juz tat i gt a feelin tat d boss will anyting ask me 2 leave due 2 d expectation she wanted fr me.. Sumtimes I wonder wat for nd 2 speak so loud 2 in a office?? Sumore d boss wana me 2 speak even louder den her.. WTF!! I mean I dun reali hav 2 deal w customer one de mah, if reali tat case i gt no wrds 2 say.. Bt I am juz a admin staff nia leh.. If i gt a tourism related job i wun wana wrk 4 them man.. anyway enuff of wrk stuff, nw let me tok abt d recent meetin up w my toko frenz n zhen..

Meet my toko frenz on thurs n we go lao ba sa 2 eat eat.. hehe.. It's bn ages we hav sister gathering esp tis time round we finally gt 2 c xue yuan as loing time nv since her since our last kbox outing.. Nw tis time round she gt a femine look o.. I rem last time when she still in toko, she look like a xiao mei mei tat every1 will naturally dote on her.. Took quite a few pics after our dinner.. hehe.. Wen n xue yuan took alot of makeover pic n d credits goes 2 elaine.. lol..

Yesterdae oso meet up w zhen to go ION shpping centre.. tis shpping centre gives me a feel of grand n classic feeling.. hee.. Shw a lot of quite unique shps.. Bt I din bot anyting cuz dun wana spent $ as I juz started wrking.. I do hav a bit of xin yang yang as I kinfa c sum stuff wic I like 2 hav them as my own..

Juz as food hav diff kinda taste, so do every each n individual of us.. Includin me as well.. 2 me they are like the four season happen in other countries.. Juz let me share sum of my diff season in life.. Erm bear w me cuz it's gona b a long post.. =P

Sour season:
hm.. I can't rem hw old i finally get to hav my own pet.. Mayb when i was studyin ITE?? Anyway, the pet I hav was a local hamster which was one of my 2nd sister ham ham children.. N since i like ham ham so she say let me hav a ham ham that was still baby as she mentioned tat lidat more easier 2 take care of.. My ham ham was a female btw n her name was vicki.. hehe.. I reali like tis ham ham of mine.. She was reali cute.. N when nite time i was free, i often play n saiyang her.. hehe.. Bt too bad after a yr plus, she left me to go heaven.. I rem once my 2nd sis cum back niang jia, she saw my ham ham was nt feelin well n sumting wrong w her, so she left a note on my rm door sayin tat she has taken my ham ham 2 c d vet n they will call me if anything happen.. Act before the period of time I alreadi n noe tat she gona leave me one day.. I cry n saiyang her lots.. N when d vet call me n say tat she passed away, my heart sinkened n i finally brust into tears.. At tat pt of time, i reali cannot accept d fact n even do nt hav d appetite..

Spicy season?? Hm i wonder if rebellious was = spicy or nt??
if i nt wrong, i alreadi in primary sch start 2 b rebellious or shd i say i veri notti.. =X I play trant in sch, gt forged my mum signature.. Notti of me rite?? haha.. n when psle was cuming all i care was watching tv, if i rem i tink i din reali pt in more effort ba.. Tat time i was quite upset when i c my result was nt tat fantastic.. My temper was nt like d temper i hav rite nw.. I can tell u my temper was reali veri smelly one lo.. when i in bad temper i can throw tings or bang tings real hard one.. lol.. Bt after my temper gt changed so much better la.. heng ah, if nt i tink nobdy wana make fren w me..

Bitter season?? hm.. let me tink.. Din reali hav much bitter exp cuz i tink i am d kinda of person will cry n den forget d whole incident d nx dae.. sumtimes will oso wonder hw cum i can b'cuz of certain issue or matters cry one.. weird of me.. diaoz..

Sweet season..
I tink i no nd 2 say u all oso noe one rite?? hehe Is d sweet luv n care i gettin fr my dd.. I everytime c him, i always so happy n feelin gd for the day.. N he is d only one who change my mindset of hw love was like n hw 2 keep a relationship n passion in it 2 keep on goin.. hee.. (=

Hm.. shall update tis blog of mine with a heartening experience from the bottom of my heart.. (=

Thou nw I am still experiencing a tough n hard time tat test my patience n find out more abt the area wic I nw weak in and nd 2 improve on it.. These few daes I oso cum across sum funny n idoit ppl.. Ppl who nv speak their mind w/o thinking carefully or doesn't make sense @ all.. Dun noe 2 laugh @ their wu zhi or be angry w them.. I can't help by takin their wrds 2 heart as they totally saying tings tat reali make no sense @ all.. Bt nevertheless, I nw oso on the track of making myself more prodential towards the way of sucess. I am gald tat I nw trying 2 takin tings nt tat hard bt yet let nature take it course. Last time I shdn't hav take it too hard bt rather shd treat it as a challenge to master my strength n increasin my lvl of confidence.. Since I am a little luckier den other ppl who are in more poor plight den me, I shall wrk further hard.. ^^ Last bt nt least tks 2 my frenz n my dd who are there 2 support n giv me reali sum gd, realistic n practical advise..