I wana go on a holidae....

Holidae 2 genting...

Currently nw searching for local agencies which provides tours 2 genting...

These few daes, I ask myself: "Am i ready 2 b back in working society?" N d ans is I am not even ready yet. I guess i reali nd a holidae 2 relieve n refresh myself. It's bn ages tat i have stopped traveling 2 overseas. I onli noe 2 burry myself blindly in work. N worst still, stress n worries had always entering my heart.

Nw tat I am free fr TAT horrible place, I shall cast away all my unnesscary tots n enjoy myself. Hope by d end of my holidae, i shd b able 2 b fully prepared 2 b back in d working society.

Juz call up d person. She recommend me a lot of job. Nt bad la. All d benifits r quite gd. Hope interview soon come. Keke...

Once I gt a job, gona tink wat course 2 study...

Rite nw, those r 2 GOALS I gona attain...

I come across this job posting veri interesting. This company provide five different time slot n training as well. It's a part time job. N I caculate d salary. Wow! Like u r working full shift work like tat. Haha...

D person called me juz nw bt I was too bz 2 pick. Gona call back...

After daes of resting...

It's time 2 move on for a new start....

These few daes, my heart has settled a lot better n heal more faster than I tink. Tat's 1 gd ting I can b proud of. Hehe... (: Spent my time 2 do my fav tings...

Although I haven't tot of wat job 2 take on n mayb nw it's d time 2 tink SERIOUSLY abt it. Tml gona start everyting all over again. Wish me luck bah, ok?

P.s: share w u 1 secret; if any1 makes u mad or sumting, u can play this game:"hammerheads". It helps 2 apprease ur anger. It works 4 me. Juz go 2 tis website:http://www.popcap.com (;

It's nw 1am sumting n I am nw still nt sleeping. Sianz. I am still nt ready... Nt ready 2 start everyting all over again. Feel like crying...

Mayb i shd go on a holidae... My heart a bit better bt it's still worst. Starting 2 feel scare n wondering wat if i gt a new job n d same things happens again? I dun wana history 2 repeat itself again. I hate it.

Juz realise tat almost all d guys r same. Having this stupid topic(sex) on their mind. Hate it when they tok abt this. Tink better off w/o bf. Tat will save me a lot of trouble. Gona reconsider frenship w this guy. Coz he kept on wana talk abt tat topic. Bt I am nt gona tell u who is he. =P

Tink beta go n sleep... nitez... Z_Z

I reali hate 2 b back 2 sqaure one. N I mean it!!! It's so boring. Hate slacking at hm. Last around this mth, I oso like tat. Hate man! Dun noe why my frens nting happen only me. Sigh...

Anywayz, I spent time decorating my cone(below), printing photos 4 my frens n making new display pic for my wallet.

Nice mah?

Display pic 4 my wallet

Ohya, I oso write a song. It's abt my collegues fr previous workplace. Coz I am starting 2 miss them alreadi... /: Here's d song:

想念与思念

带着悲伤 离开了早已不属于我的地方
想念陪我 回忆起跟你们的欢乐时光
一起笑 一起讲闲话 一起并肩做战
思念你们 给我的 教导和忠告

告诉我 谁是天使 谁是恶魔
谢谢你们的鼓励
让我越变越有信心

感谢你们的教诲
让我从失败中成长许多

在我失落时
关心我 安慰我
从来没后悔认识你们
感谢上帝赐给我们这段缘分

And here's d english version:

Thinking and Missing

Having hurt I leave the place which was nt mine anymore
Thinking makes me Recalling all the happy moments we had together
Laughing together Gossiping together Fighting battle together

Missing you all For giving me guidance and warning
Telling me Who is the angel Who is the devil

Thanks for the encouragement Letting me to have more confidence

Thanks for those teachings Letting me to grow up a lot from failures

When I am sad You all care for me You all console me
Never regret knowing you all
Thank God for blessing us the affinity between us

Is my song nice? hehe... Nw my heart feel alot better than yesterdae. N it's time 4 me 2 stand on my feet again. Tml gt training 2 go bt a bit scare scare. N it's n 1 yr contact... Gosh. I gt tat "dun feel like goin attitude" in me again. God!!! Plz correct my this attitude!!! x:

P.s: if u can't c d chinese lycis, plz rite click ur mouse, select encoding n den unicode. ;)

I finally resign my job. I shd have quited this job long time ago. They nv appreciated d hard work i have put in.

I was seldom late for work, nv being rude 2 passenager n gt initative 2 help ans phone calls. Bt tat manager won't see all these in mind. This reali break my heart. She say i was daydreaming n humilate me in front of my junior. WTH!!! I wasn't even daydreaming! Hw can she anyhw accuse me 4 nting??? Since she has d motive 2 drive me out, might as well i quit myself w/o she sacking me.

Bt d only thing which i can't bear is all my nice colleagues there. Espcially Uncle, Mama n Joo. I will miss them v much. I love them as thou they r my family. I will visit them n revenage d hurt tat bitch brought upon me.

Last of all, I pray tat I will find a job soon.

I tink I reali made up my made. My current working place sucks n managment is very poor. My manager even believe tat bitch's words. Saying we r nt serious in our work, always nt at d counter most of d time, etc...(actully, she d one who do all this) There's 1 sentence which I dun agree w my manager, She says my tat bitch supervisor do a lot of tings. But come on, me n all my collegues gt eyes 2 c loh. She din do anyting at all. When things happen, she juz avoid n dun even 2 lift a finger 2 solve. Wth!!! Funny rite? Me n 2 other collegues nt yet confirmed n my manager say those nt confirmed by her end of this yr, nx yr dun appear 2 work. She say we nd 2 do soul searching...

BUT the person who shd do this is TAT BITCH!!! Nv abmit her mistakes n once u make her angry or wat, she complain our manager. All THESE ARE RUBBISH man!!! U agree? So I better find other job 2 secure myself. Once I settle all this, I will revenage. I will make sure i pay her back double 4 wat she has done. I will live more happy than her. Tat's d way tat she will regret 4 her owdoings. Juz she watch out!!!

Updates

Pandon me for long updating my blog for such a long time. Paiseh paiseh...

Well last wk I can i have a wonderful wk. Last tue, I cook myself pasta in creamy sauce n potato soup. Yum yum...

My Fav pasta

Potato soup

N on wed, I cook myself some spegatti w bolognese sauce. I miss this taste man!!!

On thurs morning, I wake at around 8 sumting in d morning 2 prepare meal 2 bring 2 my workplace. I cook fried rice n potato soup.

Fried Rice

On sat, I attend Shuhua's bdae party. I meet Patricia at Tampines mrt. Den after tat, we went to take shuttle bus along 2gether w rest of my pri sch frens. We had so much fun at Shuhua's chalet. We had bbq, sing b'dae song 2 shuhua n taking photos. (:

Four beauties!!! hehe

Pri sch mates n christoper(green)