Dun noe y ppl can b so unreasonable n angry 4 nting??? I reali dun understand de loh... Take my mum 4 instance: my dad juz brought sum fruit n den end up being scold by my mum. She say 2 my dad: "use ur eyes 2 c @ frige whether gt place 2 pt, b4 u buy!Crazy rite? Den she can one ting relate 2 another diff matter.

I reali dun noe wat 2 say sia. Sometimes, d tings she can't finish she can n put d blame on other ppl. She herself wana do de. N sumrimes i oso gt d unnesscary scolding fr her as well. Haiz...

Is nt tat I wana tok behind my back or wat... is juz tat she reali too unreasonable @ times. always muz hav ppl giv 2 her all d time. I reali dun like it.

Anywayz, I oso can't b bother 2 much abt her either since I alreadi used 2 it for so many yrs. I juz noe tat do watever i can as a daugther.

Yesterdae is my 6th date w him.

Tell u guys a funny ting. Act... yesterdae was supposed 2 b our 1st date bt end up being d 6th 1. Funny rite? lolz...

So we went 2 take neoprints @ cine. Thou our neoprint a bit plain bt i still like it v muchie. hehe...

Since d time is still early, we went 2 bishan 2 play acrade. Den we went 2 shp around there. @ around 6pm, we took bus n reach vivo city 2 buy our moive tickets. Initialy, we wanted 2 watch Mr bean holiday bt end up watchin Jack Neo's Juz follow law coz of time n seat wise.

Since our moive starts @ 9.40pm, we walk around vivo city n settle our dinner @ sushi tei. It's quite a long queue outside d resturant coz gt so many ppl. Bt still worth d waiting. (:

Hm... d Jack Neo movie quite entertaining n has a meaningful moral behind it. Worth catching d movie if u guys haven watch tis moive yet.

17/3/07 - another dae for us 2 rem... (:

Wo pei wo de ta after his work. Hehe... It's another sweet dating of ours. (; D above pic describe it all.
Last time, I heard ppl say tat Woman who fall in love looks the most beautiful gal. I truely agree tis sentence. hehe...

Up till nw, she still dun gt my msg straight 4ward 2 her mind. I reali dun wat 2 say sia... Still gt d check 2 ask me whether is it ok 2 go out 2 her or nt? I nv c such a thick-skinned ppl b4. She's reali damn terrible.

I had told my honey abt it. He told me 2 let her noe herself d my meaning i have say 2 her as time goes by. Hm... I oso agree wat he say. I reali tks him 4 giving gd advice. (:

N tis time i reali nt goin 2 reply her anymore n 4ever.

Dun noe y tis few daes, i keep on dreaming of taiwan stars. A few daes back, I dream of xiao zhu. Den 2 dae i dream of Tank. Dream tat thou we pass by each other, bt i gt a feeling of close distance man!Like every tong gao he had, i attend. hehe...

Hm... ever since d 1st date i had w him, my feelings 4 him r getting stronger day by day. I miss him every moments in my life... He is veri gentle n caring 2wards me. He reali take gd care of me juz like a flower. Hehe... N i like d way he hug me n hold my hand.

Therefore i strongly believe tat he is d one 4 me.(:

Yoz! I juz created a wretch blog. Do feel free 2 visit. hehe...
http://www.wretch.cc/blog/princess85

Watever i post here, i will post there oso bt in chi de wor. Hehe...(:

My 1st date w him...

Bt hor he overslept n end up late... ): Nx time my turn 2 b late n let him wait. Wahaha!!! Opps!!! (:

We went for lunch @ Lohn John Sliver. So sweet of him! hehe... I feel so paiseh tat I am d last 1 2 finish my meal tat i let him wait. Bt lucky he dun mind waiting. Hehe...

Den we went 2 kbox. Guess who i saw @ kbox. Is wanlin. Hehe. 2dae is her 1st time working there. Hope she enjoy working there... (: I had a great dae w him. N i took sum pics 2gether w him. Here r sum which i rated d top 3 - I like d most. (:

ps: cute, sweet n en ai hor? ^^

Ppl will change as times goes by... Bt it's beta when ppl change 2 b a beta n gd person. If a person change into a 陌生人, it's gona b a sad ting after all.

Y do i hav such tinking? If u guys read @ my past post whereby i worte abt a fren who was once i so close w, den u will noe d reason y i hav such tinking...

Despite of wat i say 2 her in my last sms 2 her. Sumhw, she's like actting blur n pretend tat nting happen. I was reali so disappointed abt her. Dun she noe tat our frenship is juz like a broken item which can nv b mended. Even if it can b mend, d 裂痕 is 4ever there.

I am tinking shd i made tings clear w her or nt? I wonder... Bt tink again, wat if she gt tat kinda of tinking of acting blur attitude again? 到时候我也是浪费我的时间和口水... So i tink i beta dun bother w her again. 这样她才知道 tat I nt her entertainer whereby she is bored den can ask me 2 entertain her. I am nt a clown 4 her!

Yesterdae went 2 sentosa 2gther w my parnets. We reach there by d sentosa express. It's a new experience 4 me. 1st we reach Imbiah lookout. Den we went around there n visit garden nearby. After a while, we went on 2 board d sentosa express once more n reach d beach station. We board d beach tram n view d sencry there. Wow! so nice leh. Many diff beach n resort r there.

Hm... Nx time when i go sentosa again, i wana stay in one of d resort w my honey. N I oso wana visit sum of d facilites tat i nv been b4 like underwater world, dragon trail, sky scaper n lots more...

Here r sum photo i wana share w u guys. (;

P.s: I reali nd 2 lose sum wt after viewing these photos. )': Bt seeing my parents so loving makes me so xin wei. Hehe...

Hm... N 1 more ting, I still can't figure out wat's in tat selfish gal's mind as she ask me whether i gt a job o nt. Bt I dun wish 2 noe n can't b bothered w her either.

Mos importantly, I have him n frenz 2 support me all da way. Tat's alreadi enuff 4 me. (:

Everydae I wake up w a unaccomplish goal tat is placed deeply in my heart. Tis morning, God sent me a dream. N i tink i noe d moral of d dream - can't depend on ur family all d time. Time 2 depend on urself. Wo ye hen xiang na yang zuo bt is juz tat tings aren't goin d ways i wish it was. ):

Sumtimes it's quite tough living in tis fast-paced, realistic, money-minded n quite cert-minded oso. Why is everyting making me hard 2 breathe @ times??? I pray 2 God everytime I feel weak n almost wana giv up, N i noe i can't give up, otherwise i am disappointing myself. God reali give me lots of encouragment.

Sumhw, i oso cum out w tis tinking, tat is sumtimes it's beta 2 depend on urself. Y do i have such tinking? Is either b'coz I last time send my resumes 2 sum job agency bt onli 1 gt reply or they suppose 2 call u back bt they 4gt which I tink they are reali quite bz bah.

I reali wish tat my small request of mine will b true in life soon. Coz i hate waiting n dun wana 2 leave regrets in my life.

我们改变不了昨天
因为昨天已成过去

我们改变不了明天
因为明天还未到来

只有今天
就在我们的身边
好好把握今天
过个精彩的今天

D above passage is nt written by me, happen 2 c tis on yesterdae's zao bao zhou kan. I act wanted 2 post yesterdae nite bt was too tired. hehe. V meaningful, rite?

Sometimes we ppl often take tings for granted, or regret abt d decision we made in d past. Tis passage giv me a couclusion - since we can't do anyting tat has been done or nt yet happen, we shd size d opportunity we had nw 2 do sumting we wana or a nd 2 do & cherish d tings/ppl around us.

Juz nw view Jiro n Tank blog. They r toking abt hw their life been change, their belief n confidence in themselves.

Rite nw, tinking abt myself, do i reali change 2 b a beta person when compare 2 last time?

Mayb i can start w b4 noeing god bah...

B4 knowing my saviour Jesus, I was sort of a bad temper person. Dong bu dong jiu lose temper. It could be due 2 when i was still a child n my dad had dote me too much tat I have b'cum like tat.

Always do tings w/o a serious tot abt it. I rem last time thou my psle result was nt reali tat bad bt my parents n siblings expections of has reali caused them 2 b so disppointed n upset abt me. As a result of tat, I even cried n angry w myself for being such a letdwn.

During d begining of walk w Jesus, I was sort of rebellious type person. Bt i mus reali say tat i had lots of gd bros n sis who truly cares 4 me a lot. Fr them , den I get 2 noe hw strong God's luv 4 me. My shepherds they all look into my spiritual growth carefully. They oso made me realised wat tings I have done wrongly.

I admit tat I still gt doubts abt him last time. Doubts abt whether is he so caring n loving 2wards me. Thru all d actions He does, d ans is yes... So fr tat onwards, I nv doubt God again. N since then, He is always my source of strength n refugee whenever I am weak.

B'cos of him, I have change my bad temper. His words in d Bible has made me 2 b more sensible abt decision making. He has oso made me realise tat I shd care more abt ppl around me.

Frens oso plays an important part of my life. They r d ones who encourage me, always there 4 me, support in watever I do. I feel v comfortable when i am w them. Fr them, I oso learnt a lot of tings. Like hw they communicate w their parents inorder 2 let them abt our tots.

Colleagues wise, I muz reali thank God 4 tis. Coz almost all my colleague r around d same age as me. Nt many gossiper or xiao ren around me. I tink d my most fav group of colleague is my previous workplace. Most of them r older than me. I enjoy my working hrs w them v much. They help a lot in my work. We r more like frens instead colleagues. hehe... I hereby wana mention a few names:

Joo - I regard her as my sis coz she reali take gd care of me @ workplace n share w me lots of tings.

Auntie Annie - she teach me lot of zuo ren de dao di. Sumtimes she gt tease me oso la. Haha...

Uncle keng - My most fav uncle. He teaches me hw 2 b tactful w my words. N my sis Joo gav him a nickname as winne d poor. Coz he look so alike. Everytime, when i c him, I feel so happy. Hehe...

Ai peng - I oso regard her as my another sis, I always called her da jie jie. Hehe. N she always call me ah gal. N i oso dun noe y she like 2 disturb me. Haha... She share her countries goodies w me oso.

Ah bum - my working place bro. He cares 4 me a lot as thou i am his sister. He says I am reali a gd gal when compared w other gals. hehe

Well, overall, bu guan shi God or ppl(includes my honey oso)around me, they has made me realised hw 2 spent my life wisely, d true meaning of living n hw 2 communicate w ppl as I last time i bu shan yu biao da de ren.

N b'coz of them, I have b'cum mature in terms of character n tinking. I gald tat I have change 2 b a beta me. (:

p.s: i hope my long post din nt bored u guys. hehe...