♥Ups n Downs of Life♥

Juz nw view Jiro n Tank blog. They r toking abt hw their life been change, their belief n confidence in themselves.

Rite nw, tinking abt myself, do i reali change 2 b a beta person when compare 2 last time?

Mayb i can start w b4 noeing god bah...

B4 knowing my saviour Jesus, I was sort of a bad temper person. Dong bu dong jiu lose temper. It could be due 2 when i was still a child n my dad had dote me too much tat I have b'cum like tat.

Always do tings w/o a serious tot abt it. I rem last time thou my psle result was nt reali tat bad bt my parents n siblings expections of has reali caused them 2 b so disppointed n upset abt me. As a result of tat, I even cried n angry w myself for being such a letdwn.

During d begining of walk w Jesus, I was sort of rebellious type person. Bt i mus reali say tat i had lots of gd bros n sis who truly cares 4 me a lot. Fr them , den I get 2 noe hw strong God's luv 4 me. My shepherds they all look into my spiritual growth carefully. They oso made me realised wat tings I have done wrongly.

I admit tat I still gt doubts abt him last time. Doubts abt whether is he so caring n loving 2wards me. Thru all d actions He does, d ans is yes... So fr tat onwards, I nv doubt God again. N since then, He is always my source of strength n refugee whenever I am weak.

B'cos of him, I have change my bad temper. His words in d Bible has made me 2 b more sensible abt decision making. He has oso made me realise tat I shd care more abt ppl around me.

Frens oso plays an important part of my life. They r d ones who encourage me, always there 4 me, support in watever I do. I feel v comfortable when i am w them. Fr them, I oso learnt a lot of tings. Like hw they communicate w their parents inorder 2 let them abt our tots.

Colleagues wise, I muz reali thank God 4 tis. Coz almost all my colleague r around d same age as me. Nt many gossiper or xiao ren around me. I tink d my most fav group of colleague is my previous workplace. Most of them r older than me. I enjoy my working hrs w them v much. They help a lot in my work. We r more like frens instead colleagues. hehe... I hereby wana mention a few names:

Joo - I regard her as my sis coz she reali take gd care of me @ workplace n share w me lots of tings.

Auntie Annie - she teach me lot of zuo ren de dao di. Sumtimes she gt tease me oso la. Haha...

Uncle keng - My most fav uncle. He teaches me hw 2 b tactful w my words. N my sis Joo gav him a nickname as winne d poor. Coz he look so alike. Everytime, when i c him, I feel so happy. Hehe...

Ai peng - I oso regard her as my another sis, I always called her da jie jie. Hehe. N she always call me ah gal. N i oso dun noe y she like 2 disturb me. Haha... She share her countries goodies w me oso.

Ah bum - my working place bro. He cares 4 me a lot as thou i am his sister. He says I am reali a gd gal when compared w other gals. hehe

Well, overall, bu guan shi God or ppl(includes my honey oso)around me, they has made me realised hw 2 spent my life wisely, d true meaning of living n hw 2 communicate w ppl as I last time i bu shan yu biao da de ren.

N b'coz of them, I have b'cum mature in terms of character n tinking. I gald tat I have change 2 b a beta me. (:

p.s: i hope my long post din nt bored u guys. hehe...