Upgrading period

 Today I would like to share about my past learning journeys with various institute or learning centers.

Heavy Post

On the eve of my birthday, I received the news of which I had been dreadful of and also prepared myself some time back.

For those who know me close enough, you would had already know what really happen.

Yes my dad has already pass on. When I arrived at NCID, he had already left the world but in a peaceful manner. There is no sign of struggle. To think positively, it was a relief for him actually. It wasn't easy for him at his old age, to have suffer from breathing difficulties, chest discomfort etc.

I don't dare to say I am very good daughter as the time I spent with him was not so much compared to my sisters. Due to own's covid infection, husband recovering period from hospital discharge. But my love for him is not any lesser.

Is very hard for me to accept the fact that he is already gone on the first day. The only time finally make me accept this moment of truth was the moment he was being push for cremation and also his bone ashes. His bone ashes has some light pink spot which according to the mandai cremation and columbarium staff that such cases means this person while alive did many good deeds on thus he went to heaven.

It was a relief for me that he went somewhere peacefully. 

During the wake, there is many custom to follow, like prayer items, no. of days to pray for him etc. But also at the wake, I saw some ugly side of relatives.

Covid 19 complications and impacts

 Again is been some time since I have blogged about my daily life.

And since I have something brooding me that I need to get it out of me and just gotten my new laptop. so why not?

Covid has been here with us for over a year plus and hit us very hard.

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Jobs

Digitalisation

Singapore has slowly adapted to paperless and digital society.

For eg mobile line bills, paying to frens about own food orders using paylah/paynow, nets biz equipment used by hawker stallers, virutal meetings and classes...

It was indeed provided faster response and embracement of green environment.. 

But however this is still some flaws..

I come across zao bao video as per below where by they do a related experience.. 

https://m.facebook.com/story.php?story_fbid=4600472856690513&id=160823460655497

During peak hours especially lunch time, hawkers may not have the time to check every each transaction as they cannot afford to let customer wait too long. There is lack of guidance to teach them how to use such technology and how to check if transaction has gone through efficiently.

Equipments which support such technology may have a breakdown one day. So digitalise may not be able to replace whole process of certain operations.

For renewal of residence address, initial stage of registration and process is still in digital stage but end process still has to depend on postal service. It will be better if whole process can do away of hard copy. As mails may be lost. 

Some thoughts

Some parents are doting to their child but some are not. 

Some are doting to their kids by giving them things, but what is the point if you keep make your child or children worry and no self decipline?? 

Some are stubborn. No matter how much advise n persuation which is benifitial to their health they refuse to listen. I am really very sick of this type of behavior. Worry and stress comes together. I really wonder is it my previous life wrong doing which causes me to suffer under such tremeous stress as a karma in this lifetime. 

累。。。

不知道会不会有一天我会真的受不了因此结束生命。。 

It's been going on like repeated cycle. 

Social Media

As technology has successfully evolved itself around the word, human beings are already used to use it to express their thoughts via different channel such as social media eg facebook, instragram..

However, people may use this to hide or reveal their true self.. Eg a friend or someone you know has unfriend you without your acknowledgement or any unknown reason. When you find out, you think it could be the apps or the channel may have some glitch in it. So you add back the person or someone has another account add you. 

The new normal

About six months plus, I had left this blog empty without any updates.. Ever since the covid kicks in, each of us have to adapt to new things.

Having virtual meetings, work from home or attend virtual courses.. 

Before the mandatory of mask implemented, I see some people does not treat this whole virus matter seriously.