6.8.07 - Dear Dear b'dae!

Yesterdae I spent my dae w my dear as it was his b'dae! I felt so honoured 2 celebrate his b'dae! (:

We went for an makeover as he gt a voucher fr metro. Hehe... Tell u guys a secret, my dear look so great during his individual shot. I like it so much!!!

Hm... well d makeover we have is a little different fr d makeover I made last yr @ Jean Yip.

Make up - can say tat d only difference is d eyeshadow part. Although dun hav fake eyelashes, bt d makeup artisit beside ptting eyeshadow, she oso apply on me some eyeliner.

Photographer - quite a funny person thou. Bt dear n me gt quite a hard time 2 figure out hw he wana us to pose. Whereas compared 2 d 1 @ Jean Yip, I am able to noe hw he wana me 2 pose n giv me lots of confidence. (:

Package - 4 d one I made @ Jean Yip is u gt to chose 5/6 4r size photo printouts, one 8r size protrait. And if u wana make an ablum, u gt 2 chose 20 photos whereby they oso provide d negetive store in a cd. For d other 1, my dear gt 2 chose 2 photo wallet size, one for b'dae photo de. N we decided to make our makeover into a cd. Cool. Can't wait to upload them here n @ frenster too!!! Muahaha...

Den we went for lunch as my dear nt yet had his lunch b4 coming 4 d makeover. After or lunch we go east coast beach as I gt surprise 4 him. I can c tat he is reali touch by d suprise. hehe...

I begining 2 c gd tings around me...

Was browsing my past entry juz nw n realise quite a no. of tings...

Even thou tis year quite a number of bad tings happen 2 me, bt still I am so gald tat I manage 2 get over n learn sumting fr all d incidents. I tink God is using all tis 2 strengthen me n I believe it's part of his plan 4 me too. (:

I'm gald tat I finally figured out wat I wana study. In d past I reali have a hard time to figure out wat I reali wana study.Bt rite nw tis shall b my goal 4 nw.

Nwadaes my dad gt help my mum in d preparation of cooking. Hm.. mayb he is guity of always goin out d whole dae n plus my mum oso gt nag @ him oso. haha...

N my tinking has b'cum more mature. Noe wat 2 plan 4 my future n tinking of wat can b improve after a failure. I guess I'm growing up more like a adult. (:

hm... yesterdae was d 3rd dae for @ d new workplace...

1st dae - i find a bit boring coz nt much tings for me 2 do. I reali dun like nt doing anyting @ workplace de lo.

2nd dae - In d morning I was briefed on wat r d tings I nd 2 do fr my colleague. I was there 2 carry on her duties while she gona hav her maternity leave. Finally late afternoon, i was given tasks 2 do otherwise I will be wasting my time n feeling bored @ d same time.

3rd dae - I continued my work n doing new task cuming on d way.

Well, the colleagues r pretty nice. Bt heard fr 1 of my colleague tat they dun like our deputy manager. N i oso find tat sum tings r quite inflexible. Like e.g.: i nd my colleague(who is working as temp staff like me) 2 help me log our deputy manager password into d intranet system in order 2 do my work. N if after many hrs, i nd them 2 log in for me again as d system will auto log out again. ): I feel so annoy n paiseh. My deputy manager shd hav giv me her password so tat i dun hav 2 ask my colleague 2 log in 4 me when i nd 2 do my work. Veri sianz de leh...

ok enuff of my workplace, I am tinking of further studies. Intially, I wana upgrade my ite cert to CBS(certificate in business studies). Bt when I check out ite website, i realised tat d course i wana study was nt there. Bt I manage 2 find d course which is similar 2 wat i wana take up. So I check out n find out d requirments i dun hav. Sianz... Bt nvm, coz rite nw I noe wat I wana learn le n tat is Nitec in Serive skills(tourism) n nt forgeting 2 take up any music related course. Tks God tat I find out a course which is close to my interest. D course include learning foriegn lauguage like jap n korean. I luv Jap n korean lauguage coz they sound so nice. N i oso wished 2 work in travel industry again. Juz like d 1 which i work @ harbour front.

Honestly speaking, I reali veri sick n tired of changing workplaces. N it reali look bad in my resume. N i oso veri tired of answering d interviewer abt y i left those jobs. So I gona save up enuff $ inorder 2 pursue my course. N hopefully I am able 2 gt back 2 travel industry once more. N once I gt in, my next step will be taking up music courses.

D reason y I tinking like tis is b'coz in music industry esp in s'pore, d market is quite small n hard 2 survive oso. So juz in case I can't survive in tis industry @ least there is another way 4 me 2 live on. Hehe. Hopefully all these will cum true one dae. (:

14.7.07 - Sentosa Trip w Dear

Yup. Yesterdae was on a trip 2 sentosa w my cute laogong. Hehe. We take Cable Car to reach there. Tell u guys sumting... tis is my 1st time taking cable car wor... I tot it will be quite scary bt act it's nt. Could be b'coz my laogong is b'side me ba so tat's y... Hehe...

Once we reach there, we pay a visit 2 d souvenir shp there. Saw one speacial item whereby d image of cable car is engraved into a glass n is 3D de wor... Hm.. wonder hw they made it???

After tat we went to see d carlsberg tower. My dear tell me tat when ppl sitting inside d tower, they won't feel d tower turning as d tower is turning around @ a low speed.

Den we orded a iced coffee @ d skybar nearby. Had a short rest n continued our journey. Initially wana c d musical foundtian de bt according 2 d latest map of sentosa, it wasn't there animore. So we decided 2 go 2 d dragon trail/nature walk. We discover sum new tings when we r there. It's a quite interesting trip n I tink it'll b great 4 children.

@ nite time we went back 2 s'pore n had our dinner @ hawker centre opp harbour centre.

I reali enjoy my sentosa trip w my dear.

Ohya, we took lotsa pic @ sentosa. Click here 2 view our photos!!! (:

I was quite shocked when I called up my ex-company. It's understandable 2 deduct salary if u din giv them notice period during probation period which they required of u, deduct 4 the taxi fares which they provide 4 u 2 go home etc... Bt I reali dun understand y muz they deduct my salary 4 d mcs i had taken during probation as well when d expanses is under myself. They din even state tis in d appointment letter wic they giv me.

Can any1 tell me if they gt d rite to do tat as well? I am in a loss....

Sundae - 1st of july - Gathering w my jie

It's bn ages tat I haven seen my jie ever since she left d company tat we used to work in. She's still look d same bt more in japanse style. hehe... When i mention tis 2 her, she roll her eyes @ me. Haha.

Went to party world @ cuppage plaza. We sing quite a lot of songs. N my jie jie has a nice voice. I reali enjoyed her singing when she sings.

After our ktv session, we plan 2 go starbucks 2 hav coffee bt i dun noe wat 2 order so we change 2 nearby mac. We chat a lot, abt guys la, my lovestory n wat kinda of guys she will prefer 2 b her bf. I enjoy my chat n time w her.

N of coz nt 4geting 2 take photos w her. (:

Mondae - 2nd of July - my cycling lesson fr dear

Intially we planned 2 go ICA 2 make my dear passport. Bt in early afternoon, my dear says he alreadi renewed his passport. He's so blur. lol. So I suggest we go 2 east coast so tat I can learn cycling fr him. @ 1st I was quite scared tat i might fall or wat, bt his words reali encourage me alot. I sumhw noe hw 2 control d bicycle n find d balance pt. Hope tat my nx lesson gt improvements n sooner or later I can ride d couple bicycle w him. He is looking forward to it n so do I. (:

P.s: 2dae i juz find out tat my skills in cooking pasta has improved. I felt so proud of myself. Here's a pic of my finish product. hehe.

Any folks out there wana try my cooking??? :D

having slight diahorrea(almost everydae), headache n my head feel so dizzy nw... ):

Muz b nt enuff rest or nt enuff of fibre in my diet.

Feel so sianz....

2dae is a reali bad dae 4 me...

Gone for sum interview n end up getting a upset feeling back hm.

I was reali quite disappointed abt wat d recruitment agent has done 2 me. She juz change my resume w/o my knowledge of it. In d end, I end up dun noe wat or hw 2 respond 2 d interviewer's qn. I actullay looking 4ward to d interview held in d morning. N end up hearing tings which reali surprise me.

I reali tried my best shot 4 d interview or shd i say 4 both interviews wic i had 4 2dae.

I reali dun like tat kinda of "surprise".

I was reali tired when i reach hm so i sleep 4 a while. N wake up being my mum's chu qi tong. Walau! N my dad kept on asking whether is my bf d one who call my hse so many times. I checked d number fr my hse caller-id. It wasn't my bf as he working. So I called back n ask who is tat person. N d person say she call d wrong no. N my dad ask me tat stupid qn again n i tell him "y can't u call n checked who is tat?" I reali dun understand leh if he is reali so curious abt who is d caller den he shld go n check it out instead of me checking d ans 4 him instead.

2 make matters worse, d self-centred fren again cum n sms me. Asking me qns wic is none of her business. There r a lot of times tat i hint 2 her tat I can't b frenz w her anymore. Bt still she dun get my meaning. She even pm me in msn n sms me yesterdae too!!! I reali gt so irrated tat I tell her off straight by replying "IT'S NONE OF UR BUSINESS N I AM NT UR FREN. PLZ STOP SMS OR PM ME." Hopefully she SHD UNDERSTAND by NOW!!! As my meaning is veri clear n v straight 4ward!!!

N lastly these few words is my dear: I am sori tat i hav mistaken ur meaning juz nw. Tks 4 ur understanding n ur patience 4 me. Tks for being there 2 encourage me n b there 4 me all d time. U r d best bf in d whole world!

p.s: I feel so much beta after writing tis post. (:

Juz watch another epsiode of taiwan drama "Zhuan Jiao Yu Dao Ai" I was reali touched by d part whereby bizhu support xinlei by quitting d job w her.

Tink again, frenz u and i might hav many bt who r d ones who will always support u n lend u a helping hand when u nd help? U might b surprise 2 find out there r reali few.

As for me, I realised tat thou a lot of frenz i dun meet up w so frequet or sedlom meet up, bt still they rem me n asking me abt my recent whereabouts. Sumtimes they will oso send sum funny n sweet sms. Whereas for those who meet up so frequetly may nt b d ones who understand u d most n in fact they might treat u 4 granted.

Most importantly frenz shd oso respect their frenz's decision n feelings.

N tks 2 God i gt so many gd n true frenz. They r my angels. (:

Hm... I sumtimes dun like d attitute of my dad. I dun like him 2 go out a lot of times in a week. He shd spent more time w my mum. Sumtimes family gathering he oso nt @ hm. Dun noe wat's so interesting outside tat he go out almost a day man.

N everytime when my mum is cooking n he juz reach hm, he juz rest in his rm n wait 4 d dinner 2 b served. I reali totally dun like lor even thou he is my dad. As a husband 2 my mum, he shd help in d preparation of dinner. Haiz... Reali dun noe wat 2 say liao...

Bt hopefully nwadaes guys will help their spouse 2 do sum hsewk. Nt everytime push 2 their spouse as they oso play a part in doing hsewk 2gether. N it oso let d love metre keep on rising too! (;

Juz visited stomp website n came accross this article. It's quite saddening 2 c tat Singaporeans nwadays r quite inconsiderate. They onli tink of themselves. This is a reali ugly side of us.

N I oso realised tat foreigners r more polite than us. Y do i say tat is b'coz they always thank d person who provide them d services or help unlike we s'poreans. I sedlom c ppl thank d salesperson or whoever giving them d service. They treat it for granted.

Anywayz, nx mth there will b a increase of GST thingy. Alreadi the standards of living in here is considered v high n here cums d stupid thingy. My mum told me tat in her genernations thingz aren't so expensive. Onli cost a few cents. Everyting gt increase expect our labour wages. This is reali so unfair. Thou our enconomy is doing well bt still I dun c a nd 2 increase d GST. U guys agree w me ma???

My dear is sick 2dae...

A bit moody n sad upon hearing tis. Hw I wish I am b'side him nw so tat I can reali take gd care of him.

Hopefully he will recover soon fr his illness.

Lord Jesus, plz bless my dear tat he can recover fr his sickness soon. Amen.

N dear rem 2 take lots of rest n drink lots of water wor. Luv u...

Tings 2 b ponder over or shd I say giv it a reali serious tot.

Am I missing my life direction???

Do I reali noe where my life is leading to???

Do I noe wat I wana in life???

All tis daes I gt 1 conclusion - I am lacking of self-motivation so tat's y i so easy 2 giv up. I reali dun hw 2 face ppl around me. I am such a shame 2 myself. I hate 2 c myself in tis way. I shd hav b'cum a beta person den last time bt instead I am worse. Haiz...

So rite nw, I tink I nd sum careful planning, finding wat I reali wan in life n move on. Bt most importantly, I muz prove it w actions n watever hardship cuming on my way I muz endure n treat it as a learning lession 4 me.

I so gald during my sadest moment I still have him n God by my side. Teaching me 2 learn fr mistakes n failures. I am oso gald tat I am nt tat kinda of person who has low self-esteem. If nt, nobdy can help me if I given up hope on myself.

I guess tis is wat life is abt. It's true tat life is nt always so smooth. We will often hav downs moments too...

Hopefully I will nt look @ my mistakes so hard bt instead treat it as another lesson. A lesson whereby I gt 2 c a beta me. (:

2dae meet up w my da jie jie, Ai Ping @ bugis after my work. Long time din c her liao ever since i quit my ex-company.

I reali had a great dae w her. We went shpping, taking neo print n had dinner 2gether.

I reali enjoy my dae w her. She's like a sister 2 me. (: It's nice knowing her man! hehe...

Btw, I was wondering if I wana pay visit 2 my ex-colleague as tat dae is my off dae n I am planning 2 get my airport pass. Coz my fav uncle is off tat dae. Hm... if nt mayb nx off dae bah...

Shall c hw it goes. (:

2dae after my work, i went 2 my hse there 2 buy S.H.E's play album n Ah qin latest album. I so gald tat I gt my hands on their album coz both r my fav idols. hehe...

Went for a haircut oso... Shun bian change hairstyle n sum more it's bn ages tat I went for a haircut ever since I done d rebonding last time. My hair nwadaes quite terrible. Muz reali nd 2 take gd care of my hair sia...

2dae i so gald tat I can manage 2 do closing earlier. Normally, till 3 plus I still haven done my shift closing. I gald tat I gt such improvement. I gona keep up d gd work.

I oso discover 1 more ting. Female superior can b demanding n gao jie de. Whereas for male superior they r nt so demanding. Dun noe it is due 2 hormones??? Coz according fr my past working experience, often female superior r more or less lidat de. Strange... Sumtimes they can b annoying oso. Bt lucky nw, although my tis female superior gt such character, bt after all she is quite a nice lady. Tk god man!

juz visit tis website:http://www.stomp.com.sg/lovein/loveproject.html. Full of ppl message 2 their other half. Reminds me of me n him. D tings he done 4 me... Always giv me support...N I am so gald tat my other half is him!(:

I reali appreaciate all d tings he done 4 me. I love him 4ever n truly no one esle...

Yoz! It's bn ages tat I din update my blog 4 a long time.

Well, let me juz do a summary of my latest updates.

Recently juz gt a new job. I reali learnt a lot of new tings @ work. Esp tings which I nv handle b4. It was a great learning experience 4 me man! (: @ 1st, I was tinking if i cd manage 2 giv my best or nt. Bt nw seems 2 me as long as i believe in myself n pt in more effort, nting is reali hard 2 me.

On sunday which is yesterdae, d day whereby my tang jie gt married tis dae. I wake up around 10+. Den go 2 my tang jie hse w my parents. Wow! My tang jie reali look so diff when she's in those traddtional outfit.

@ nite, my dad, my honey n me sit in my er jie n er jie fu de car 2 go 2 my tang jie wedding banquet. As 4 my mum, she sit in my da jie de family car.

Tell u guys a secret, tis is my honey 1st time meeting my siblings n relatives. I can tell tat he is a bit nervous. So I held his hands tightly 2 let him nt so nervous. (:

When reach d banquet, I intro him 2 my sisters n bro-in-law n relative too. My 2 bro-in-law start 2 interview him. My er jiefu so bad, always find opportunity 2 tease us. hehe...

Hm... I wonder hw will our wedding look like when we get married?

2dae is my 1st dae of work. Compared 2 all d previous job I worked b4, tis job is more easier 4 me 2 had my hands on. Basically d job scope is 2 take in any hp headset 4 repair, released any hp ready for collection after servicing. Sumtimes if no customer, hav 2 key in warranty card. D working hrs is nt bad too. Working fr early morning 2 5.30pm on every wkdaes n sat till 2pm. Bt sumtimes hav 2 work rotating shift till 5.30pm. Nt a pro 4 me la. As long as I gt time 2 take up courses can alreadi... hehe (:

I nd 2 pt more effort in my work n hopefully I can gt independent sooner... Yeah!!! Ganbeteh

8.5.07 - tuesday - Reali had a fun n enjoyable w honey... (:

Meet my honey @ tampines area. Go play bowling n pool. I finally gt a chance 2 learn hw 2 play bowling. Bt hor... my bowling ball most of d time go into d drain... =_= Bt still nt bad la 4 a beginner 4 me as i managed 2 catch a bit of tactics n knock dwn a few pins. (:

bowling shoes!(outside dun sell tis kinda shoes)

Since d time still early n d place oso have pool so we both play pool. It's reali fun playing pool even thu sum of d rules n regalation we a bit 4gt liao. ^^

After d game of pool, we went 2 changi airport. It's my 1st time bn there 2 c areoplane @ viewing mall. Gt d chance d c many airlines planes. Out of d airplanes, I tink d indonesia r d most beautiful ones. Haiz... I shd had taken pics of it too... ):

Taken @ changi Airport

Ohya, if gt chance u guys pass by tis popeye fast food restuarant (nearing d viewing mall) u shd try d chicken meal. It's reali quite diff fr kfc. D fries is crisper than kfc n gt a v unique taste. They oso hav d biscuit which like d bun in western meal. It's crispy on d outside yet soft inside. It oso hav a v unique taste. N d chicken is nt so oily too! Can taste d herbs n other ingrediants. N taste great w d tomato sauce too! D mushed potato oso v oyishi! Can taste d potatoes n d sauce made fr herbs.

After our dinner @ popeye, we took bus 2 orchard rd. Walk around herren... @ 1 of d clothles shp, we saw a outfit juz 4 couples. I prefer d orange one bt he say yellow more outstanding... Wonder hw we r look like when we put on couple outfit??? (: