so far so gd 2dae. Learn quite a few tings 2dae. hehe. hopefully by then I can depend on myself le.

Anywayz Mom remind me 2 return those rented vcds & dvd on time as d date due is end of this mth. I hav finish watching d vcd bt dvd haven finish. Gosh... dun noe whether if i gt d time 2 finish watchin or nt? Tink tml whole dae I will b watchin d dvds ba as on weekdaes i dun hav time 2 watch.

On d other hand, my fav korea drama: Jia You Jin Shun! has ended. Wow! It's a reali nice shw man! I veri happy w d ending. Out of so many korea shw, tis shw has reali inspired me a lot. It gives lots of encouragement 2 me during the time when i was jobless. I oso learn quite a no of tings fr tis drama. Hopefully d following drama will b juz as nice as tis 1. hehe... Coz I am a super korea drama fanz. lolz...

shall stop here, gona visit dreamland...

I nw trying 2 adapt to d new working environment. Hopefully as time goes go, I shd b able 2 used to it. Hehe...

Tks to god tat I gt a chance to learn n experience of how it is like to work in a office. In the past , all my job are either in retail shps or front line service. I hav bn yearning to learn diff tings as I am sick n tired of sticking to same kinda job.

Bt sumhw I still prefer my past working environment as d enviroment is more lively when compared to my current working place. Tink I like with a bit of noise of working place... I guess i reali miss sum of my ex-working places ba...

Anywayz I am one step closer to my goal. N I strongly believe tat I am able to make it cum true. Gona ganbatte!!!(:

While waiting for d makeover photos 2 load up here, here r some pics taken by my dear dear n me on his b'dae! Do enjoy!!! hehe...

I draw tis 4 my dear dear wor...

For more photos, plz click here...

Well, yesterdae I cook seafood pasta 4 me n my dear dear. Hm... nt too bad. Bt nx time I muz make sure tat d pasta sauce is thick n enuff 4 us. Muhahaha...

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

Well, I can say all d above is onli 90% acurrate abt myself. Hehe... Mayb u guys try out too! D link:http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx (;

6.8.07 - Dear Dear b'dae!

Yesterdae I spent my dae w my dear as it was his b'dae! I felt so honoured 2 celebrate his b'dae! (:

We went for an makeover as he gt a voucher fr metro. Hehe... Tell u guys a secret, my dear look so great during his individual shot. I like it so much!!!

Hm... well d makeover we have is a little different fr d makeover I made last yr @ Jean Yip.

Make up - can say tat d only difference is d eyeshadow part. Although dun hav fake eyelashes, bt d makeup artisit beside ptting eyeshadow, she oso apply on me some eyeliner.

Photographer - quite a funny person thou. Bt dear n me gt quite a hard time 2 figure out hw he wana us to pose. Whereas compared 2 d 1 @ Jean Yip, I am able to noe hw he wana me 2 pose n giv me lots of confidence. (:

Package - 4 d one I made @ Jean Yip is u gt to chose 5/6 4r size photo printouts, one 8r size protrait. And if u wana make an ablum, u gt 2 chose 20 photos whereby they oso provide d negetive store in a cd. For d other 1, my dear gt 2 chose 2 photo wallet size, one for b'dae photo de. N we decided to make our makeover into a cd. Cool. Can't wait to upload them here n @ frenster too!!! Muahaha...

Den we went for lunch as my dear nt yet had his lunch b4 coming 4 d makeover. After or lunch we go east coast beach as I gt surprise 4 him. I can c tat he is reali touch by d suprise. hehe...

I begining 2 c gd tings around me...

Was browsing my past entry juz nw n realise quite a no. of tings...

Even thou tis year quite a number of bad tings happen 2 me, bt still I am so gald tat I manage 2 get over n learn sumting fr all d incidents. I tink God is using all tis 2 strengthen me n I believe it's part of his plan 4 me too. (:

I'm gald tat I finally figured out wat I wana study. In d past I reali have a hard time to figure out wat I reali wana study.Bt rite nw tis shall b my goal 4 nw.

Nwadaes my dad gt help my mum in d preparation of cooking. Hm.. mayb he is guity of always goin out d whole dae n plus my mum oso gt nag @ him oso. haha...

N my tinking has b'cum more mature. Noe wat 2 plan 4 my future n tinking of wat can b improve after a failure. I guess I'm growing up more like a adult. (:

hm... yesterdae was d 3rd dae for @ d new workplace...

1st dae - i find a bit boring coz nt much tings for me 2 do. I reali dun like nt doing anyting @ workplace de lo.

2nd dae - In d morning I was briefed on wat r d tings I nd 2 do fr my colleague. I was there 2 carry on her duties while she gona hav her maternity leave. Finally late afternoon, i was given tasks 2 do otherwise I will be wasting my time n feeling bored @ d same time.

3rd dae - I continued my work n doing new task cuming on d way.

Well, the colleagues r pretty nice. Bt heard fr 1 of my colleague tat they dun like our deputy manager. N i oso find tat sum tings r quite inflexible. Like e.g.: i nd my colleague(who is working as temp staff like me) 2 help me log our deputy manager password into d intranet system in order 2 do my work. N if after many hrs, i nd them 2 log in for me again as d system will auto log out again. ): I feel so annoy n paiseh. My deputy manager shd hav giv me her password so tat i dun hav 2 ask my colleague 2 log in 4 me when i nd 2 do my work. Veri sianz de leh...

ok enuff of my workplace, I am tinking of further studies. Intially, I wana upgrade my ite cert to CBS(certificate in business studies). Bt when I check out ite website, i realised tat d course i wana study was nt there. Bt I manage 2 find d course which is similar 2 wat i wana take up. So I check out n find out d requirments i dun hav. Sianz... Bt nvm, coz rite nw I noe wat I wana learn le n tat is Nitec in Serive skills(tourism) n nt forgeting 2 take up any music related course. Tks God tat I find out a course which is close to my interest. D course include learning foriegn lauguage like jap n korean. I luv Jap n korean lauguage coz they sound so nice. N i oso wished 2 work in travel industry again. Juz like d 1 which i work @ harbour front.

Honestly speaking, I reali veri sick n tired of changing workplaces. N it reali look bad in my resume. N i oso veri tired of answering d interviewer abt y i left those jobs. So I gona save up enuff $ inorder 2 pursue my course. N hopefully I am able 2 gt back 2 travel industry once more. N once I gt in, my next step will be taking up music courses.

D reason y I tinking like tis is b'coz in music industry esp in s'pore, d market is quite small n hard 2 survive oso. So juz in case I can't survive in tis industry @ least there is another way 4 me 2 live on. Hehe. Hopefully all these will cum true one dae. (:

14.7.07 - Sentosa Trip w Dear

Yup. Yesterdae was on a trip 2 sentosa w my cute laogong. Hehe. We take Cable Car to reach there. Tell u guys sumting... tis is my 1st time taking cable car wor... I tot it will be quite scary bt act it's nt. Could be b'coz my laogong is b'side me ba so tat's y... Hehe...

Once we reach there, we pay a visit 2 d souvenir shp there. Saw one speacial item whereby d image of cable car is engraved into a glass n is 3D de wor... Hm.. wonder hw they made it???

After tat we went to see d carlsberg tower. My dear tell me tat when ppl sitting inside d tower, they won't feel d tower turning as d tower is turning around @ a low speed.

Den we orded a iced coffee @ d skybar nearby. Had a short rest n continued our journey. Initially wana c d musical foundtian de bt according 2 d latest map of sentosa, it wasn't there animore. So we decided 2 go 2 d dragon trail/nature walk. We discover sum new tings when we r there. It's a quite interesting trip n I tink it'll b great 4 children.

@ nite time we went back 2 s'pore n had our dinner @ hawker centre opp harbour centre.

I reali enjoy my sentosa trip w my dear.

Ohya, we took lotsa pic @ sentosa. Click here 2 view our photos!!! (:

I was quite shocked when I called up my ex-company. It's understandable 2 deduct salary if u din giv them notice period during probation period which they required of u, deduct 4 the taxi fares which they provide 4 u 2 go home etc... Bt I reali dun understand y muz they deduct my salary 4 d mcs i had taken during probation as well when d expanses is under myself. They din even state tis in d appointment letter wic they giv me.

Can any1 tell me if they gt d rite to do tat as well? I am in a loss....

Sundae - 1st of july - Gathering w my jie

It's bn ages tat I haven seen my jie ever since she left d company tat we used to work in. She's still look d same bt more in japanse style. hehe... When i mention tis 2 her, she roll her eyes @ me. Haha.

Went to party world @ cuppage plaza. We sing quite a lot of songs. N my jie jie has a nice voice. I reali enjoyed her singing when she sings.

After our ktv session, we plan 2 go starbucks 2 hav coffee bt i dun noe wat 2 order so we change 2 nearby mac. We chat a lot, abt guys la, my lovestory n wat kinda of guys she will prefer 2 b her bf. I enjoy my chat n time w her.

N of coz nt 4geting 2 take photos w her. (:

Mondae - 2nd of July - my cycling lesson fr dear

Intially we planned 2 go ICA 2 make my dear passport. Bt in early afternoon, my dear says he alreadi renewed his passport. He's so blur. lol. So I suggest we go 2 east coast so tat I can learn cycling fr him. @ 1st I was quite scared tat i might fall or wat, bt his words reali encourage me alot. I sumhw noe hw 2 control d bicycle n find d balance pt. Hope tat my nx lesson gt improvements n sooner or later I can ride d couple bicycle w him. He is looking forward to it n so do I. (:

P.s: 2dae i juz find out tat my skills in cooking pasta has improved. I felt so proud of myself. Here's a pic of my finish product. hehe.

Any folks out there wana try my cooking??? :D

having slight diahorrea(almost everydae), headache n my head feel so dizzy nw... ):

Muz b nt enuff rest or nt enuff of fibre in my diet.

Feel so sianz....

2dae is a reali bad dae 4 me...

Gone for sum interview n end up getting a upset feeling back hm.

I was reali quite disappointed abt wat d recruitment agent has done 2 me. She juz change my resume w/o my knowledge of it. In d end, I end up dun noe wat or hw 2 respond 2 d interviewer's qn. I actullay looking 4ward to d interview held in d morning. N end up hearing tings which reali surprise me.

I reali tried my best shot 4 d interview or shd i say 4 both interviews wic i had 4 2dae.

I reali dun like tat kinda of "surprise".

I was reali tired when i reach hm so i sleep 4 a while. N wake up being my mum's chu qi tong. Walau! N my dad kept on asking whether is my bf d one who call my hse so many times. I checked d number fr my hse caller-id. It wasn't my bf as he working. So I called back n ask who is tat person. N d person say she call d wrong no. N my dad ask me tat stupid qn again n i tell him "y can't u call n checked who is tat?" I reali dun understand leh if he is reali so curious abt who is d caller den he shld go n check it out instead of me checking d ans 4 him instead.

2 make matters worse, d self-centred fren again cum n sms me. Asking me qns wic is none of her business. There r a lot of times tat i hint 2 her tat I can't b frenz w her anymore. Bt still she dun get my meaning. She even pm me in msn n sms me yesterdae too!!! I reali gt so irrated tat I tell her off straight by replying "IT'S NONE OF UR BUSINESS N I AM NT UR FREN. PLZ STOP SMS OR PM ME." Hopefully she SHD UNDERSTAND by NOW!!! As my meaning is veri clear n v straight 4ward!!!

N lastly these few words is my dear: I am sori tat i hav mistaken ur meaning juz nw. Tks 4 ur understanding n ur patience 4 me. Tks for being there 2 encourage me n b there 4 me all d time. U r d best bf in d whole world!

p.s: I feel so much beta after writing tis post. (:

Juz watch another epsiode of taiwan drama "Zhuan Jiao Yu Dao Ai" I was reali touched by d part whereby bizhu support xinlei by quitting d job w her.

Tink again, frenz u and i might hav many bt who r d ones who will always support u n lend u a helping hand when u nd help? U might b surprise 2 find out there r reali few.

As for me, I realised tat thou a lot of frenz i dun meet up w so frequet or sedlom meet up, bt still they rem me n asking me abt my recent whereabouts. Sumtimes they will oso send sum funny n sweet sms. Whereas for those who meet up so frequetly may nt b d ones who understand u d most n in fact they might treat u 4 granted.

Most importantly frenz shd oso respect their frenz's decision n feelings.

N tks 2 God i gt so many gd n true frenz. They r my angels. (:

Hm... I sumtimes dun like d attitute of my dad. I dun like him 2 go out a lot of times in a week. He shd spent more time w my mum. Sumtimes family gathering he oso nt @ hm. Dun noe wat's so interesting outside tat he go out almost a day man.

N everytime when my mum is cooking n he juz reach hm, he juz rest in his rm n wait 4 d dinner 2 b served. I reali totally dun like lor even thou he is my dad. As a husband 2 my mum, he shd help in d preparation of dinner. Haiz... Reali dun noe wat 2 say liao...

Bt hopefully nwadaes guys will help their spouse 2 do sum hsewk. Nt everytime push 2 their spouse as they oso play a part in doing hsewk 2gether. N it oso let d love metre keep on rising too! (;

Juz visited stomp website n came accross this article. It's quite saddening 2 c tat Singaporeans nwadays r quite inconsiderate. They onli tink of themselves. This is a reali ugly side of us.

N I oso realised tat foreigners r more polite than us. Y do i say tat is b'coz they always thank d person who provide them d services or help unlike we s'poreans. I sedlom c ppl thank d salesperson or whoever giving them d service. They treat it for granted.

Anywayz, nx mth there will b a increase of GST thingy. Alreadi the standards of living in here is considered v high n here cums d stupid thingy. My mum told me tat in her genernations thingz aren't so expensive. Onli cost a few cents. Everyting gt increase expect our labour wages. This is reali so unfair. Thou our enconomy is doing well bt still I dun c a nd 2 increase d GST. U guys agree w me ma???

My dear is sick 2dae...

A bit moody n sad upon hearing tis. Hw I wish I am b'side him nw so tat I can reali take gd care of him.

Hopefully he will recover soon fr his illness.

Lord Jesus, plz bless my dear tat he can recover fr his sickness soon. Amen.

N dear rem 2 take lots of rest n drink lots of water wor. Luv u...

Tings 2 b ponder over or shd I say giv it a reali serious tot.

Am I missing my life direction???

Do I reali noe where my life is leading to???

Do I noe wat I wana in life???

All tis daes I gt 1 conclusion - I am lacking of self-motivation so tat's y i so easy 2 giv up. I reali dun hw 2 face ppl around me. I am such a shame 2 myself. I hate 2 c myself in tis way. I shd hav b'cum a beta person den last time bt instead I am worse. Haiz...

So rite nw, I tink I nd sum careful planning, finding wat I reali wan in life n move on. Bt most importantly, I muz prove it w actions n watever hardship cuming on my way I muz endure n treat it as a learning lession 4 me.

I so gald during my sadest moment I still have him n God by my side. Teaching me 2 learn fr mistakes n failures. I am oso gald tat I am nt tat kinda of person who has low self-esteem. If nt, nobdy can help me if I given up hope on myself.

I guess tis is wat life is abt. It's true tat life is nt always so smooth. We will often hav downs moments too...

Hopefully I will nt look @ my mistakes so hard bt instead treat it as another lesson. A lesson whereby I gt 2 c a beta me. (:

2dae meet up w my da jie jie, Ai Ping @ bugis after my work. Long time din c her liao ever since i quit my ex-company.

I reali had a great dae w her. We went shpping, taking neo print n had dinner 2gether.

I reali enjoy my dae w her. She's like a sister 2 me. (: It's nice knowing her man! hehe...

Btw, I was wondering if I wana pay visit 2 my ex-colleague as tat dae is my off dae n I am planning 2 get my airport pass. Coz my fav uncle is off tat dae. Hm... if nt mayb nx off dae bah...

Shall c hw it goes. (:

2dae after my work, i went 2 my hse there 2 buy S.H.E's play album n Ah qin latest album. I so gald tat I gt my hands on their album coz both r my fav idols. hehe...

Went for a haircut oso... Shun bian change hairstyle n sum more it's bn ages tat I went for a haircut ever since I done d rebonding last time. My hair nwadaes quite terrible. Muz reali nd 2 take gd care of my hair sia...

2dae i so gald tat I can manage 2 do closing earlier. Normally, till 3 plus I still haven done my shift closing. I gald tat I gt such improvement. I gona keep up d gd work.

I oso discover 1 more ting. Female superior can b demanding n gao jie de. Whereas for male superior they r nt so demanding. Dun noe it is due 2 hormones??? Coz according fr my past working experience, often female superior r more or less lidat de. Strange... Sumtimes they can b annoying oso. Bt lucky nw, although my tis female superior gt such character, bt after all she is quite a nice lady. Tk god man!