Yesterdae went shpping w Mei Zhen @ amk hub. Eventually we wana go swimming de, bt both of us gt da yi ma 2 visit us so no choice hav 2 change our plan to shpping instead..

Enjoy my gathering w MZ as I long din gather w her since last year when we went kbox. We went 2 shp around 4 clothles. Both of us brought 1 top and belt. @ the end of the dae, MZ say she hungry liao so we went 2 hav our lunch.

My fruit salad (:

After tat, we went back hm as my dear is waiting 4 me @ hm. Abit guilty 2 him as I din promise 2 meet up w him d time we set earlier on. Sorri dear, I promised u tat I shall discuss w u n hav proper time management...

Anywayz, hopefully can meet up w MZ soon again 4 our swimming session...^^


Hm.. nw let's tok abt me working alone all by myself in my dept. All I can say so far so gd la, still managed 2 survive. During this period of time, i oso learnt quite a number of tingz. Frankly speaking, I reali v afraid of working alone as I am afraid of making mistake wic can't be reversed or solve. Haiz... Nvm, I shall treat tis as a challenges for myself, an opportunity 2 be independent on myself.

These few daes, I oso tabao sum food 4 my lunch wic I cooked earlier @ my hse. No choice... Hav 2 save lots n tons of $ in order 2 study tourism course. So one of d way I can save is on my lunch as I find tat it's much more cheaper when u cook than u buy outside food.

Here r sum food I brought 2 my office 4 lunch:

Mee Tai Mah

Fried Beehoon

P.s: can't wait 2 study tourism course...

Nx wk, I will be on my own as my colleague is on leave for a week. I dun noe whether I can do it or not. Honestly speaking, I am abit scared leh. Scared I can't handle tings coz I onli work 4 a mth... Still a lot of tings I nt certain of...

Hopefully, I hope tings will b run veri smoothly even thou my director assure me tat if i gt any problem, I can ask for his help... haiz...

Anywayz, my joo joo jie has giv birth 2 her baby boy wor.. I wonder hw her baby look like... Kinda miss my jie too!!! It's bn ages I din c her ever since I quit berlian. Muz fixed a time w her to visit her n shun bian view her wedding fotos. hehe

Sumhw I juz dun understand y ppl can b so fake @ times! Dun they tink tat it's very tiring 2 b a hypocrite? Y dun they tink it's beta 2 b real den 2 b fake.. @ least u dun hav 2 put on a act in front of everybdy.

N I oso realised tat ppl in d office r more fake n cunning when compared to ouside places... V sad 2 say...

Anywayz, I tink I might consider 2 go for part time toursim course. A lot of tings 2 b settle if I reali wana go on a part time basis. Bt hopefully, I pray tat everyting can b settle n goin smoothly in d future.

My Makeover w dear dear^^

I was quite surprised to noe tat my company so fast bank in my salary to my bank a/c. I cum to noe tis when I withdraw $ to c doctor.

Anywayz, quite a no of tings for me 2 do tis weekend:

tis sat -

get a new posb bank passbk(as my old passbk has nt enuff pages to update my statement)

new haircut( to trim my fringe as they are reali v thick)

cum out a detailed plan abt hw much to spent & save per mth

Sun - go collect makeover photos with dear

Starting fr nx mth onwards, I tink I will be making salad or those soup-based dishes so that I hav my lunch immediatly when I cum hm during breaktime as my workplace is so near my hse. Muhaha...

Hm.. shall invent or cum out some new reciepes on this cuming wkend too!!! (:

Juz nw went to c my company doctor n he say tat I am suffering fr feng mo juz like wat my mum says exactly.

Lucky rite nw it is recovering soon n getting beta as well. I believe tml I am able to go 2 work.

I was given sum medicine n calamine lotion. I gona have my breakfast n medicine and hav a short rest.

Btw, I reali wana tks God for my sickness. Prasie the Lord Man! Amen! (:

Gosh I am having feng mo... Hw i wish I had it when i was a baby/child. I nw feel so itchy and a bit weak sia. haiz...

Lucky I hav it after my 2 wks of work otherwise ppl might tink tat I anyhw take mc.

Hopefully it will gt well by itself tml or esle I hav 2 c my company doctor.

D only thing I feel bad is tat if I take mc tml, my colleague have 2 take over my duties. She alreadi hav 2 take over my edp manager duties as he returned to my company HQ. Tis sickness doesn't cum @ d rite time man! ):

Hopefuly I will recover soon n be back to my office soon... God bless...

Overall, tings r goin smoothly as I expect them 2 be... Bt hwever, I still tink tat there r sum improvements I nd 2 work hard @. Have 2 duo duo jia you wor...

Anywayz starting fr nx mth, I shall set aside sum amt of $ for study fee n limit myself certain amt tat i could spent so tat i won't overspent.

N 1 more week me n my dear gona collect our makeover fotos. hehe... So stay tuned 4 me to post d pics here... (:

Here r sum random pics taken when i b'cum Meiling's makeup model...

A song composed by Ella, dedicated to her beloved doggy - 蔷蔷

so far so gd 2dae. Learn quite a few tings 2dae. hehe. hopefully by then I can depend on myself le.

Anywayz Mom remind me 2 return those rented vcds & dvd on time as d date due is end of this mth. I hav finish watching d vcd bt dvd haven finish. Gosh... dun noe whether if i gt d time 2 finish watchin or nt? Tink tml whole dae I will b watchin d dvds ba as on weekdaes i dun hav time 2 watch.

On d other hand, my fav korea drama: Jia You Jin Shun! has ended. Wow! It's a reali nice shw man! I veri happy w d ending. Out of so many korea shw, tis shw has reali inspired me a lot. It gives lots of encouragement 2 me during the time when i was jobless. I oso learn quite a no of tings fr tis drama. Hopefully d following drama will b juz as nice as tis 1. hehe... Coz I am a super korea drama fanz. lolz...

shall stop here, gona visit dreamland...

I nw trying 2 adapt to d new working environment. Hopefully as time goes go, I shd b able 2 used to it. Hehe...

Tks to god tat I gt a chance to learn n experience of how it is like to work in a office. In the past , all my job are either in retail shps or front line service. I hav bn yearning to learn diff tings as I am sick n tired of sticking to same kinda job.

Bt sumhw I still prefer my past working environment as d enviroment is more lively when compared to my current working place. Tink I like with a bit of noise of working place... I guess i reali miss sum of my ex-working places ba...

Anywayz I am one step closer to my goal. N I strongly believe tat I am able to make it cum true. Gona ganbatte!!!(:

While waiting for d makeover photos 2 load up here, here r some pics taken by my dear dear n me on his b'dae! Do enjoy!!! hehe...

I draw tis 4 my dear dear wor...

For more photos, plz click here...

Well, yesterdae I cook seafood pasta 4 me n my dear dear. Hm... nt too bad. Bt nx time I muz make sure tat d pasta sauce is thick n enuff 4 us. Muhahaha...

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You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

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You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

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Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

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You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

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6.8.07 - Dear Dear b'dae!

Yesterdae I spent my dae w my dear as it was his b'dae! I felt so honoured 2 celebrate his b'dae! (:

We went for an makeover as he gt a voucher fr metro. Hehe... Tell u guys a secret, my dear look so great during his individual shot. I like it so much!!!

Hm... well d makeover we have is a little different fr d makeover I made last yr @ Jean Yip.

Make up - can say tat d only difference is d eyeshadow part. Although dun hav fake eyelashes, bt d makeup artisit beside ptting eyeshadow, she oso apply on me some eyeliner.

Photographer - quite a funny person thou. Bt dear n me gt quite a hard time 2 figure out hw he wana us to pose. Whereas compared 2 d 1 @ Jean Yip, I am able to noe hw he wana me 2 pose n giv me lots of confidence. (:

Package - 4 d one I made @ Jean Yip is u gt to chose 5/6 4r size photo printouts, one 8r size protrait. And if u wana make an ablum, u gt 2 chose 20 photos whereby they oso provide d negetive store in a cd. For d other 1, my dear gt 2 chose 2 photo wallet size, one for b'dae photo de. N we decided to make our makeover into a cd. Cool. Can't wait to upload them here n @ frenster too!!! Muahaha...

Den we went for lunch as my dear nt yet had his lunch b4 coming 4 d makeover. After or lunch we go east coast beach as I gt surprise 4 him. I can c tat he is reali touch by d suprise. hehe...

I begining 2 c gd tings around me...

Was browsing my past entry juz nw n realise quite a no. of tings...

Even thou tis year quite a number of bad tings happen 2 me, bt still I am so gald tat I manage 2 get over n learn sumting fr all d incidents. I tink God is using all tis 2 strengthen me n I believe it's part of his plan 4 me too. (:

I'm gald tat I finally figured out wat I wana study. In d past I reali have a hard time to figure out wat I reali wana study.Bt rite nw tis shall b my goal 4 nw.

Nwadaes my dad gt help my mum in d preparation of cooking. Hm.. mayb he is guity of always goin out d whole dae n plus my mum oso gt nag @ him oso. haha...

N my tinking has b'cum more mature. Noe wat 2 plan 4 my future n tinking of wat can b improve after a failure. I guess I'm growing up more like a adult. (:

hm... yesterdae was d 3rd dae for @ d new workplace...

1st dae - i find a bit boring coz nt much tings for me 2 do. I reali dun like nt doing anyting @ workplace de lo.

2nd dae - In d morning I was briefed on wat r d tings I nd 2 do fr my colleague. I was there 2 carry on her duties while she gona hav her maternity leave. Finally late afternoon, i was given tasks 2 do otherwise I will be wasting my time n feeling bored @ d same time.

3rd dae - I continued my work n doing new task cuming on d way.

Well, the colleagues r pretty nice. Bt heard fr 1 of my colleague tat they dun like our deputy manager. N i oso find tat sum tings r quite inflexible. Like e.g.: i nd my colleague(who is working as temp staff like me) 2 help me log our deputy manager password into d intranet system in order 2 do my work. N if after many hrs, i nd them 2 log in for me again as d system will auto log out again. ): I feel so annoy n paiseh. My deputy manager shd hav giv me her password so tat i dun hav 2 ask my colleague 2 log in 4 me when i nd 2 do my work. Veri sianz de leh...

ok enuff of my workplace, I am tinking of further studies. Intially, I wana upgrade my ite cert to CBS(certificate in business studies). Bt when I check out ite website, i realised tat d course i wana study was nt there. Bt I manage 2 find d course which is similar 2 wat i wana take up. So I check out n find out d requirments i dun hav. Sianz... Bt nvm, coz rite nw I noe wat I wana learn le n tat is Nitec in Serive skills(tourism) n nt forgeting 2 take up any music related course. Tks God tat I find out a course which is close to my interest. D course include learning foriegn lauguage like jap n korean. I luv Jap n korean lauguage coz they sound so nice. N i oso wished 2 work in travel industry again. Juz like d 1 which i work @ harbour front.

Honestly speaking, I reali veri sick n tired of changing workplaces. N it reali look bad in my resume. N i oso veri tired of answering d interviewer abt y i left those jobs. So I gona save up enuff $ inorder 2 pursue my course. N hopefully I am able 2 gt back 2 travel industry once more. N once I gt in, my next step will be taking up music courses.

D reason y I tinking like tis is b'coz in music industry esp in s'pore, d market is quite small n hard 2 survive oso. So juz in case I can't survive in tis industry @ least there is another way 4 me 2 live on. Hehe. Hopefully all these will cum true one dae. (:

14.7.07 - Sentosa Trip w Dear

Yup. Yesterdae was on a trip 2 sentosa w my cute laogong. Hehe. We take Cable Car to reach there. Tell u guys sumting... tis is my 1st time taking cable car wor... I tot it will be quite scary bt act it's nt. Could be b'coz my laogong is b'side me ba so tat's y... Hehe...

Once we reach there, we pay a visit 2 d souvenir shp there. Saw one speacial item whereby d image of cable car is engraved into a glass n is 3D de wor... Hm.. wonder hw they made it???

After tat we went to see d carlsberg tower. My dear tell me tat when ppl sitting inside d tower, they won't feel d tower turning as d tower is turning around @ a low speed.

Den we orded a iced coffee @ d skybar nearby. Had a short rest n continued our journey. Initially wana c d musical foundtian de bt according 2 d latest map of sentosa, it wasn't there animore. So we decided 2 go 2 d dragon trail/nature walk. We discover sum new tings when we r there. It's a quite interesting trip n I tink it'll b great 4 children.

@ nite time we went back 2 s'pore n had our dinner @ hawker centre opp harbour centre.

I reali enjoy my sentosa trip w my dear.

Ohya, we took lotsa pic @ sentosa. Click here 2 view our photos!!! (:

I was quite shocked when I called up my ex-company. It's understandable 2 deduct salary if u din giv them notice period during probation period which they required of u, deduct 4 the taxi fares which they provide 4 u 2 go home etc... Bt I reali dun understand y muz they deduct my salary 4 d mcs i had taken during probation as well when d expanses is under myself. They din even state tis in d appointment letter wic they giv me.

Can any1 tell me if they gt d rite to do tat as well? I am in a loss....

Sundae - 1st of july - Gathering w my jie

It's bn ages tat I haven seen my jie ever since she left d company tat we used to work in. She's still look d same bt more in japanse style. hehe... When i mention tis 2 her, she roll her eyes @ me. Haha.

Went to party world @ cuppage plaza. We sing quite a lot of songs. N my jie jie has a nice voice. I reali enjoyed her singing when she sings.

After our ktv session, we plan 2 go starbucks 2 hav coffee bt i dun noe wat 2 order so we change 2 nearby mac. We chat a lot, abt guys la, my lovestory n wat kinda of guys she will prefer 2 b her bf. I enjoy my chat n time w her.

N of coz nt 4geting 2 take photos w her. (:

Mondae - 2nd of July - my cycling lesson fr dear

Intially we planned 2 go ICA 2 make my dear passport. Bt in early afternoon, my dear says he alreadi renewed his passport. He's so blur. lol. So I suggest we go 2 east coast so tat I can learn cycling fr him. @ 1st I was quite scared tat i might fall or wat, bt his words reali encourage me alot. I sumhw noe hw 2 control d bicycle n find d balance pt. Hope tat my nx lesson gt improvements n sooner or later I can ride d couple bicycle w him. He is looking forward to it n so do I. (:

P.s: 2dae i juz find out tat my skills in cooking pasta has improved. I felt so proud of myself. Here's a pic of my finish product. hehe.

Any folks out there wana try my cooking??? :D