I nw ar waiting for my tat tortoise fren 2 online. I waited 4 her since 3++. Aiyoyo, she reali damn slow leh. Diaoz...

Yesterdae I had a sweet conversion on phone w my honey. I long time nv spent such long hrs w ppl on d phone. hehe... I was reali quite nervous b4 taking his call... Den he told me 2 b nature, dun treat him as a stranger. He reali has a way 2 comfort me. hehe. Tks honey... <3

N i reali like d chat shared among us... I love u lots... hehe

A few daes back, i visit zhen's wretch blog. You yi xie gan chu... Like Meizhen, i oso had a lot of frenz. Bt those who r always there 4 me/ always keep in contact w me are reali veri few.

I nt saying tat d rest of my frenz r nt gd, it's juz tat they r reali quite bz w their work n had little time 4 me bt still they r my gd frenz.

Like hua n zhen, they r always there 2 giv me support n lending me a ear whenever i feel down. Reali tks a lot 4 them. W/o them, i dun noe hw 2 overcome my own problems. Reali tks a lot...
Actually there is 1 more person bt due 2 d her selfishness i dun wish 2 put her name here. Bt if she reali noe her mistake n willing 2 change, she is still considered as my frenz. Bt i tink i won't b able 2 c such dae cuming bah...

To d rest of my gd frenz(all my working ex-colleagues, sch mates n ppl i noe in hope of god), tks for letting me find a fren in every each of u. Thou sum of u, i might nt b close w. I still wana tks God 4 letting me noe u all as my dearest frenz. A big thank you 2 u all. (:

Juz nw went 2 look for more photography course. I come across a website where they offer different types of photography course like fashion photography... Sounds interesting... hehe I might wana take up...

Actually, i want 2 post this clip tis afternoon, bt youtube is under maintence. So nw den i can post it up here.

Tis video is film on nian chu er whereby my er jie bring these dog as my mum always wanted 2 c these two cute doggies. Hehe...


The older dog is my sis frenz de dog while d puppy doggie is my sis de. Aren't they both cute? Plz pondon me 4 d clip is nt clear as it is being flim by using my hp cam.

This yr can say i hav a totally different new yr. Coz i had find my sum1 special. He's reali different in terms of his character n his sincerity. Totally different fr those guys who i noe. I believe he is my zhen ming tian zi. (:

B'side this, god has made me realise a lot of tings. My holy spirit has made my tinking more mature than last time... In terms of tink abt others, care n help my family whenever they nd help. Reali tks God for been so faithful 2 me... Always been there 2 support me n tell me nt 2 giv up hope, muz have faith in him.

Here r sum pics i taken w my fren n parents during cny...

Walin n me

My parents n me

Lastly, i pray tat I could find a job w stable working hrs so tat I have time 2 take d course which I intend 2 take up. Coz in d past I have waste too much of time w/o taking a course which will benifit me in d future. God bless...

Wow! 1 more dae is cny le. So fast sia. Hehe...

Anyway, my hse gt change sum of d new tings into new ones. Take a look @ these pics...

My parents bedrm

My bedrm

Our living rm curtain

Mum add those ribbons 2 these plants

Outside my hse de decoration

Living sofa n cusion

All veri nice rite? Hehe. With d help of my mum n me de... Hehe...

Thou gt cny atmosphere, bt i dun feel aniting 2wards d season... Coz hor alomost all my relatives onli cum n visit us during this period of time. Feel tat they r quite fake @ times... I onli like special show on tv. lolz...

Yesterdae I enjoyed watching taiwan travel show, " d world is so big". They intro ba sai long na. They gt a event called tomatina, whereby ppl throw tomato @ 1another. SO interesting. If i gt a chance, i wd like 2 travel there too!!!

Recently I juz gt 2 noe a guy fr frenster. My impression of him is reali quite different fr mos of d guys i cum 2 noe. Quite a sincere, sweet, humourous n caring guy. Well, can say tat he is a hard 2 find de gd guy on tis earth.

4 me, i find myself v lucky 2 find tis person as my fren. It's like too gd 2 b true. I myself can't believe. I hope i can understand him more n gt 2 noe him beta too. hehe...

B4 i end my post 4 d dae, i shall share tis msg which i received fr my ex-colleague cum jie jie. Veri meaningful n interesting... Enjoy reading...

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2dae is my 1st time doing facial. My mum alreadi made a bking w d lady.

My mum was late as she was doing her hair b4 cuming. D person who is doing facial is awesome! She is so professional. Thou it hurts when she using a needle 2 take those dirts out of my pores. I mus reali tell u guys, my forehead is full of pimples. ): Bt... tks god gt her tat my pimple r nt tat obvious. hehe...

Nt onli tat, she oso massage my shoulder, neck n hands. Wow! D service is v gd!!! Dun u agree?

During d process of facial, I was tinking abt my other 1st time...

1st time goin 2 sch (onli sec sch i go myself, i feel so ashamed... Coz dad worri tat I might get lost)

1st time cooking for d whole family(if i din rem wrongly shd i cook fried rice bah... hehe)

1st time having a bf(can considered it as puppy love bah, oso happen during sec sch)

1st time working(i tink when i was a teenager bah)

1st time having a makeover, perming( last yr, for sake of seeing a new me(:)

N lots of ne...

Well, enuff of my 1st time, den back 2 d main pt. After my facial, d lady ask me 2 use scrub once a week n use a hairband.

My response is like:"huh? Hairband? Yao wo de ming!" I say tis in my heart. Coz I dun like 2 use hairband de loh. Wait my hair stand out like mad woman... Lol... I oso juz cut my fringe coz it's long again since d last time i cut it. ):

End of my entry 4 2dae... 88

Yoz! Does ur family starting doin new yr housekeeping ne??? Well, my family alreadi start doing le... I gt help my mum pack some of d unwanted tings... See, I so guai...(i noe u guys gona vomit, lol)

N 2dae i went 2 watch another epsiode of my fav drama - weixiao pasta. It was so touchin whereby he qun's father reali eat d xiang lian pasta tat he qun cook 4 him. I oso touched by d part whereby he qun n ah zhe trying 2 tok 2 d yuan zhang 2 persuade him 2 let their father 2 continue working... So filial

All of a sudden, I gt tis kinda rating in my heart. There r 3 grps of ppl tat r v impt in my heart.

1. God - He has strengthen, encourage me durin my darkest hrs. His words of love reali touch my heart.
2. My parents - tks 2 them tat i am who i am 2dae. They made me realised tat is a muz 2 b gd 2 them inorder 2 repay their yang yu zhi en. Thou there r quite a few times i quarrel w my mum, bt w/o these quarrel; we nv noe tat we nd 2 cherish n respect 1 n other. (:
3. My frenz - they r my pretty sweet angels who will stand by me, giving me gd advice. I wish i will spare more time 2 hav gathering w them man! winks*

Juz nw, I went 2 visit my fren blog. Wow! she had a great frenz who gives her surprise on her b'dae. So sweet of them man! I reali evny her coz nobdy has given me such surprise like tat... ):

So fast, four more daes it's valentine day liao. Well, 2 me it's juz a normal dae coz it doesn't hold ani speacial meaning 2 me.

Aniwayz, gotta take tis time 2 wish all my frenz regardless whether u gt ur d other half w u or nt, happy valentine times daes! CheerS!

N happy cny! Yeah! (:

Ohya, 1 last time 2 share w u guys - a interesting cny website - http://http://www.altered-interior.com/ka/

Do enjoy!

I was reading 2dae's wo bao n they tok abt tis video clip. I juz watch it. D baby is so cute. N i wonder hw cum when d baby's parents making those sound, he keep on laughin non-stop? Strange n amazing rite?

2dae feel lots beta when compared 2 yesterdae... Thou it hurts a lot bt as time pass by, my wound start 2 healn n recovering fast.

I juz read my bible. It's d last chapter of Erza. God tells me tat since I have done wat i can, leave d rest to Him. I was so touched by His words. I felt greatly thankful n gateful 2 Him 4 noeing hw i feel.

Everytime, during my darkest hr, he often sent angels(my beloved frens of coz) 2 encourage me n b strong.

2dae i act wana visit my dearest joo jie jie. Miss her lots man! Bt due 2 last nite i din recieved her reply so I msg my another working jie jie, ai peng. Bt too bad she nt free leh. N nx wk she gona go jb. Bt I can't go coz I nd 2 accomplish d task i given myself(job hunting).

So i stay @ hm(as usual ):) 2 clear up my landaury.

I nw looking forward 4 beta future... (;

Wana say sumtin b4 loggin of d net...

I won't feel ke xi 4 losing her as my fren since she is too selfish n self centre. I still gt a lot of frens who r more worth 4 me 2 cherish n treasure.

I dun care a damn abt her sorrows or unhappiness animore. N i won't apologise 2 her coz she is in d wrong nt me. She beta 1 dae realise her mistake n spare tots 4 ppl around her.

Aniway,

Happy b'dae 2 tank. I din even noe it's his b'dae yesterdae man. Hope everyting goes well 4 him. (:

2dae i had bn a real gd gal cleaning my n d living rm fans. Gt a sense of satisfaction... Lol...

It's time 2 end my frenship w this person. Can say I am v close 2 her. I was reali v disappointed w her abt her stuborn attitude.

On sun, she ask me whether i wana go out w or nt. I tell her i dun wana go. She keep on asking me. I repeat my ans for dunno hw many times. She even say if she treat me a meal, will i go w her? I say I mind. Den she say if i mind, den we nt frenz. This sound threathening 2 me. Yet she still can say she juz persuade me onli. Den she say she angry. I am d ONE who is angry abt her attitude.

So 2dae i told her wat i feel tat dae. Yet her reply reali disappoint me.... She is clear conscience. N wat i 1 2 tink is my choice. She's 2 ridiculousn still din realised tat she is in d wrong. Forget it den since she onli tink abt herself.

Jesus, I pray 2 u tat 1 dae she wd realised tat she is in tat wrong n regret 4 upseting me.

God bless...

Btw, my fren suqing open her online business. She sells diy valentine n personal item. Veri creastive! Plz help me 2 support her!!! http://www.thesimplefactory.com

I oso wana take tis time 2 thank hua for lending me a ear n givin me advice. (:

2dae i try making a fruit salad which i haven try out in my whole life till nw. D result... well nd 2 change 1 of d ingrediant so tat it will be beta... he he...

Sumhw dun noe hw sum ppl can b overbearing, always wanting ppl 2 pay attention 2 them bt dun realise sumtimes they can b annoying. Ppl can b totally complicated @ times oso. Haha... N they fall in love w ppl, they can b tend 2 b crazy over them even thou noeing d party gt gf/bf. I nt saying tat it's a wrong or wat. It juz tat hm... reali dun hw 2 say in words.

Bt I am oso nt an expection too. I too long for sum1 who understands me even i din say anyting, willing 2 share my burden n happiness. Gt a shoulder 2 lean on when i am tired/sad. Most important, he muz b sincere n truthfully 2 me no matter wat.

Wo hao xiang tan liang ai oh...

2dae i was as usual feeling hot n gt a slight fever. I tink it's b'coz due 2 the cold weather. When it's nt so cold, d fever gone bt when it's so cold. My fever cum back again. Pray tat tml i won't feel tis way again coz gona acc mum 2 buy cny goodies...

Recently i fall in love w taiwan drama - hanakimi n weixiao pasta. Both r so nice tat I decided 2 have my hands on both drama vcd/dvd. hee hee (:

2dae in the meantime while i was waiting for 1 part of weixiao pasta loading, i decided 2 see whether there is any tom n jerry series( 1 of my fav cartoon when i was a child) N i find this interesting n funny espisode.



@ d end of it i was laughing like hell.Lol...

Oh btw, Xue Wei lun juz pass away 2dae. I felt so pity for her. So young, pretty n had a career. This has made me tink tat life is quite short. Coz u nv noe wat's gona happen in nx second. So we nd 2 cherish n treasure ppl n tings around. We muz nt leave any regrets otherwise when u r in d other world, its alreadi too late...

Since 9pm++ I was online till nw. I nw oso watching baifenbai...

Juz nw on msn, I had a short chat w Aisyah(my fren cum excolleague). Fr her, I gt 2 noe tat my ex-workplace gt hire more staff bt still nv confirm those ppl nt yet confirm. Stupid rite? haha

I was chating w Cheryl @ d same time. Bt I dun like her keep on asking me whether cny can I go on a trip w her. It's like forcing me loh. I alreadi tell her 2 b understandable bt she still like tat. I dun noe wat 2 do sia... I dun wana make empty promise when my current situation nt stable yet.

I was chatting w Angeline oso. So long din c her since i quit tb. Ha ha. She gona graduate soon. So fast sia...

Tokin abt msn, I so long din gt 2 tok 2 christopher. I wonder wat he is so bz abt? hm...

Aniway, I staring 2 hav gd luck leh!!! Haha... Gt 1 job agency wana offer me job openings. Pray tat I gt a job soon. God bless... (:

Veri sick n tired of staying @ w/o a job. Apply a few job but only sum will reply. Sian sia...

I reali dun like tis kinda of life man!!! Juz hope that my wish will cum true soon. If any employer happens to read my blog, I juz wana tell u all tat even thou I work less than 1 yr, this is b'coz those company r nt worth staying for. N d pro lies w them nt me!!! Plz bear this in mind in ur stupid brain. (pls pandon me for sounding so immmature bt tis is d truth!!!)

I am so fastrated.

N my fren - sumtimes I dun seem to understand wat's on her mind. She kept on saying nobdy understand. Bt actual fact is I am nt in her shoes n b'side giving her my opinin/advice, I reali dun noe wat to do??? Who can tell wat to do? V hard + tiring being her fren...

Rite nw, I freaking down.... haiz /:

2dae I am supposed 2 buy newspaper n begin my job hunt. But... a cold visit me n I was feeling uncomfortable. So I take a short nap n had a werid dream. Dreaming of ppl wanting my life. Being w ppl who I dun reali noe them. Wat a funny dream!!! Wahaha...

As usual I look under several job website. I sent a few resumes. Hope that I wd get reply fr them soon. God bless...

It's bn ages tat I had a pet. Sudd feel like having 1. He he... Coz juz nw my 二姐 cum n bring along a dog which her fren ask her 2 take care. Tis doggie is veri intelligent n quite kapo oso. Ha ha... Toking abt pets, a few daes back, i dreamt tat i had a lot of hamsters. All veri cute!!! Kawayi!!!

虽然这几天发生一些事, bt I am gald tat everyting is back to normal again. 况且前面有一段路waiting 4 me 2 move on... 我一定要做得比以前更好！Ganbateh!!!

Hey guys!!! Wat's ur new yr resolution for this yr ne?

Well, 4 me, there r 3. They are:

Manage 2 find a job 2 pay own's expanses...

Sucess in finding photography course...

N getting a bf...


虽然现在的工作不容易找。。。 辛好我有一个乐观的心态。我还是非常相信这句话：“天无绝人之路， 只怕有心人”。

我相信总有一天， 我会顺利找到工作。

Tks for my savior who is always by my side giving me support, confidence n strength 4 me 2 fight any battle/struggles i face in my life. (:

I was v shocked when my excolleague tell me tat she is still working there. I was reali angry w her @ 1st. Bt Cheryl ask me 2 listen 2 her explaination.

When she make tingz clear 2 me. I began 2 worri abt her. Who noes wat will d manager do 2 her??? I dun wan tings 2 repeat again. Tis manager is veri cunning n nt a simple character. So i warn her 2 b careful against her.

N 1 more ting, I can't stand ppl hu r so irritating!!! Plz giv me a break man!!! N if i dun ans ur call, doesn't mean I dun regard u as a fren. If u reali treat me as a fren, plz stop wat u doin. I reali dun wish tis matter 2 spoilt our frenship. Hope u understand...

I dun noe y sumtimes i hav 2 b d tolorate part. I juz dun like it loh. If she is nt my fren 4 so many yrs, i wd b scolding her rite nw...

I tok 2 zhen. Zhen say if i qurrel w her, tat means we both r in d wrong. I agree n noe her pt. So I forget it. Anywayz, i am nt tat petty person. Haha...

N i will onli b angry w ppl if they r totally in d wrong or always rem wat they din 2 me.

So dun make me angry 4 nting ar... k? he he... I am goin nuts liao... x: