i nv bn so upset b4 like 2dae.. no mood 4 anyting.. i juz wana cry out.. i kept blamin myself if i be more alert in the past mayb it would b in a beta condition.. doctors say the week after nx week might b havin operation on me.. have 2 depends on hw it goes.. tml goin 4 xray scan.. the week after nx week I oso havin gt another appointment.. hope everyting is ok if nt i dun noe hw 2 face it.. sudd feel tired..
Sumhw I oso feel disappointed w my own parents.. I juz ask them for a simple request yet they can reject me due 2 other stuff.. Nw I finally noe hw much important I am reali to them.. If I hav a choice to chose parents, plz i wun hav them as my parents.. Who wans a parents who weight their own matters highly up than their own flesh n blood.. No pain wic I ever encounter in the past can even compare 2 this kinda pain caused by own parents.. Even if they willing 2 change I will consider tat is alreadi too late.. Cuz deep dwn I am alreadi bn deeply hurt by them n nt even time can heal.. Even time can heal, the wound will always b there..
Sumhw I oso feel disappointed w my own parents.. I juz ask them for a simple request yet they can reject me due 2 other stuff.. Nw I finally noe hw much important I am reali to them.. If I hav a choice to chose parents, plz i wun hav them as my parents.. Who wans a parents who weight their own matters highly up than their own flesh n blood.. No pain wic I ever encounter in the past can even compare 2 this kinda pain caused by own parents.. Even if they willing 2 change I will consider tat is alreadi too late.. Cuz deep dwn I am alreadi bn deeply hurt by them n nt even time can heal.. Even time can heal, the wound will always b there..
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