Series of timing and their meaning

Have been four years above not updating on this blog.. In the past I used to blog in my daily record of life via dayre but since I need to pay to continue usage, I decided to forgo this platform of blogging. So here I am again.. 😊

I shall not complete where i last blog about as I do not have much recollection.. 😂😆

Recently whenever i want to check on my phone for any new notification, the time shown on my phone will always be 16:44 (4:44pm). Which why I include the above picture here..

I was in very low and down period.. I ever doubt myself whenever the thing I wanted does not goes well smoothly.. Trust me, having to tell myself I need to be postive was a very tough path. But since i had saw this timing serveral times, hence i decided i should trust myself again and think of how I should make myself worthwhile while waiting the things i wished for to occur.. As I do have friends facing similar situation like me. I cannot give up otherwise that will be the end of me.. 

Next, let me move on to other random timing I saw less than two times.. 

I did not really think much on this.. But I rethink of the recent happenings happen to me, maybe above angels is telling me what I been through was not as bad as I think as I get to see the actual meaning on the other view of the incident.. It means that is good I don't get involve or continue  in such horrible experience as it was bad for my self growth needs.. 

I guess this one I don't have to elaborate further as I had indeed have one such friend who is always here for me despite hearing same stories of my life.. I am sure she knows I am refering to her if she read this.. 💓